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Friday, March 27, 2009 11:04:00 PM
hey hey hey!! ppl! this week.. i'm so LOST during lessons! feeling TIRED so OFTEN! homework UNDONE! shoot shoot shoot! yea.. alot happened this week.. too many things to talk about.. kindda LAZY to type.. lols. but since my friends are looking forward fer this.. i guess i have no other choices.. =] on monday ms. nada sang a song fer the WHOLE school.. well.. she went OUT of TUNE.. but everyone APPRECIATE her GUTS.! many people were LATE.. especially the 4A2 students.. ahha.. a lot knew it already about the change of bus and they thought if they gave the reason of changes.. they could get away from PUNISHMENTS.. but they were WRONG! ahah. during D&T lesson.. i got along with falaah, zaki, syidah, huzaiyed and fazrin.. we talk and talk.. and the topic of GRADUATION came up.. we felt sad.. MATTER of FACT.. i couldn't STOP thinking bout half of our class..GONE! it will be a TOTAL SILENT! shhhhhhhhhhhh. sob2. [ouh.. STOP being so MELODRAMTIC nelly!] gosh! during.. cannot remember what lesson.. Dinie asked me for fulscap.. RANDOM.. ahah.. i didn't looked at him.. and fazrin was like.. bad sia dinie.. i was like.. why??[dinie stared] faz was like.. dinie stick out his tongue at me..! haha.. REMNDS me of ME..[dinie still staring]..after school, got along with falaah.. discussing about SOMETHING.. something happened.. NO WORIES AITE! i won't still him away from ya..! he's just a GREAT friend to talk to.. that's all. NOTE: i LOVE dinie! i'll try not to get too close to falaah.. aite? CHEERS! tuesday.. it was a chilling and cold weather.. everyone was SLEEPY!! including me! he sat behind me and stared.. but i ignored. during maths lesson.. rahim held my pencil box and said.. siol ah! penoh sak pencil box.. and dinie was like.. don disturb nelly ah.. and hand me my pencil box.. HEHS! i smiled back. RANDOM!i won't ferget.. amilina's treat! then.. falaah came back to school.. chat with me.. falaah: early in the morning shahirah ANNOYING siak! die.. ape.. nak jadi minah rape[no idea how to spell it]? Nelly: now you noe?? wed.. during our career guidance thingi.. i asked dinie.. he's aiming ITE or poly.. he smiled shyly and walked away.. then i said loudly with falaah.. ouh well.. at least i tried.. falaah smiled. i hang around with alim, fazrin, asiddiq and zaki and fahmi. AWESOME preformance ya guys..! chilling..   Asiddiqs first performance.. Alim's Rock OUT! Dedicate it to diNel after that.. a sec one guy touched alim's guitar.. alim was like.. JANGAN PEGANG LA SIAK! KIMAK! jahat sey! ahaha. but funny! and zaki.. you weren't anywhere to be found! SHOOT! i was searching fer ya! thursday.. i had my malay oral.. it went SUCKISHLY! i speak english! BODOH sia! but i GEREK part was that mr. sies and i talked about something.. OUT of oral topic.! hahaha. about GOD??! ahaha! then.. i hang around with syidah.. shahlis.. fazrin.. hasif and noh... before that.. when falaah approached me.. i was like.. STAY AWAY FROM ME! RANDOM sia! ahhahahha! then..i hang around with zaki.. wan.. we went to the outside shop.. and saw dinie ALONE! SHOOT! zaki told me.. dinie let out a breath. NERVOUS perhaps??MISS the chance of being ALONE with dinie! DANG IT! later part.. faz.. syidah..and hasif.. join us.. we arm wrestle! FUN!haha! on friday.. the class were filled with sound waves.. NOT from zaki but from the "QUIET" ones.. like.. me.. noh.. shahlis.. falaah.. alim.. zhi ching.. ZAki weren't around.. jamal.. all.. so many were ABSENT! but.. still NOISY though! ahah! before chemist.. the OLD fwenz are back in the LINE! shawny.. noh.. hasif.. shahlis.. sat nearby.. we arm wrestle.. played.. pause.. play.. remote control.. my side view notice.. dinie was looking at us all.. gosh.. i MISS the time when he sat in front of me and stared long long.. before i confessed to him.. too many REGRETS of confessing!! whatever now.. after that.. during recess.. we did our retest..! dinie cheated! how could he??? whatev.. but i did help.. shahlis.. noh.. and fazrin.. =]. then.. i went to the canteen bought food.. and went back class.. do some work.. as well as eating!! after that.. during reflection period.. alim.. was like.. banjarese here banjarese there.. faz.. zhi ching and falaah influence.. started to disturb me.. ANNOYING people.. the EMBARRASSING part was that.. i didn't even noe.. WHAT THE FUCKING thing is BANJARESE.. which is my race..! gosh! DAMN IT! haha.. but as i was laughing with faz all.. my side view again... saw dinie looking.. LOLS! den.. when wanna go home.. dinie was nearby.. i said bye to noh and hasif.. skali noh was like.. tk kate bye kat dinie.. dinie turned to face me..i turned away.. my face CHANGED sia!! shy sia!!!!!! ahhh! noh was laughing.. DANG it! i went back home.. do some research about banjarese.. then.. went back to school.. HAD FUN with sliz noh faz and hasif!! hahahahah! we played chop cilli chop... i guess?? then.. sliz gotta go! awww.. den.. faz.. me.. noh and hasif.. we arm wrestle..! then.. zaki came along.. we arm wrestle again! ahahha! den.. firra all.. like cheering.. what hell?? to me.. its busybody knidda thing uh.. if wanna cheer come our side .. but whatev.. then.. firra was like.. nelly you seem to be ignoring me.. hello! well.. you always wanna hang out with me at the wrg time.. especially when i've already promise my frens to hang out with them.. ouh well.. as long as i did say.. hie bye.. i'm FINe with it.. =].. noh was like.. wait i fergotten what he said.. hahah.. den.. we all.. sat at the basketball court there.. watch netball and basketball players.. talk and talk.. hahaha.. i HAD FUCKING FUN! woohhhooo! ouh yea.. faz laughed HIGH PITCH! hahahahahhah! like girl siol! hahahh! i entered boys toilet.. gosh STINKS!! faz and hasif entered girls toilet.. also STINKS!! after that.. outside.. wan talk to me.. he told me that.. dinie asked about me.. hanging out with them all.. wan was like.. i told him.. hang out only.. dinie was like.. she got talk about me..?? wan was like.. no ah.. NOTE: I DID!! i said.. I LOVE DINIE!! and i MISS the chance of being with him!! ahhahhah! here's some memory vid.. memoRes
Thursday, March 26, 2009 8:11:00 PM
I'm getting back into the mood for socializing and meeting lots of new people -- and this is a very good time to expand my horizons! i'm gonna step out of my normal social circle and see what's going on. People have connections that could be helpful for me, I'm just aren't aware of them yet. So i'm gonna ask questions and won't be shy. Getting to know new people isn't just good for my social life or my love life -- it can be very good for my up coming career, as well.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 11:50:00 AM
these are the vids of their EXTRAordinary performance... SORRY if the audio ain't clear! i'll IMPROVISE the audio later later on.. first performance.. the Second performance.. 1st continuation.. questions.. answered.. second performance from shaque.. first fer suriya.. technical FAULT.. at last.. there's a lil MUSIC!! ahah.. their VOICES are AWESOME!! the MAIN PERFORMER. ahah. i'm DONE! yo ppl what up???!!! so what if i wanna laugh that way??? so what if i wanna act cute??so what if i wanna call you names..?? you're the one who doesn't even wanna study the situation and all you do was JUDGE the situation by its cover.. DUDE! if you wanna comment bout me.. i don give a SHIT! cause all i noe.. is that you're the one who doesn't have any ORIGINALITY! even syidah agrees with me.. so FUCK OFF! i don care what you wanna say or think about me.. all i noe.. i felt sorry fer your kindda person..! and keep your comments to yourself as you yourself said it!! there is no need of outcasting others.. while you yourself ain't thinking STRAIGHT!!peace OUT! AGHHH! this is FREAKING ANNOYING!! Saggitarius Labels: VIDs of performance.. i'm FInE being with anyone.. as my life.. will always be happy as can be..
2:04:00 AM
hola ppl!!!!! alot of things have been happening during this hols.. i got to noe my frens betta.. and yea.. SUCCEEDED! ahha. chilldelax with frens.. on the phone all night with frens. fights with frens.. having FUN with frens.. chat with frens.. putting myself in my STINKY fren's shoes.. ahaha! one of these past days.. the d&T students went to a school.. which is having a SHOW BAY.. of designs.. AWESOME! some picsto.. you wanna check it out.. artefact..  future achitecture.  candeet..  gathering..  peace..  cheese...   BRIGHT future ahead.. I went to support the Crack 5.. but instead they called themselves NYNO as sharul and Nas couldn't make it. yaw ppl!!! CHECK out their first performance.. BLOCK PARTY! beat it.... before the performance.. acap....beat- fex... boxing..beat IT.. performance.. check check check it OUT! memorable... the AWESomE singers... there's still more picsto coming up.. NO worries. Labels: fun fUn FUN...
1:04:00 AM
soccer UPDATES! 22 March 2009 HOME:AWAY Arsenal Vs NewCastle 3 : 1 Arsenal continued their good run of form with a victory over Newcastle United. Chelsea Vs Tottenham Hotspur 0 : 1 Chelsea missed the chance to close the gap on leaders Manchester United with this defeat at Tottenham Hotspur. Man Utd Vs Fulham 0 : 2 Fulham blew the title race wide open with a sensational win over nine-man Manchester United at Craven Cottage. Team Pld Pts Man City29 35 Labels: Man U's going DOWN...
Thursday, March 19, 2009 6:13:00 PM
today.. is a PRETTY long day.. i saw my DINIE!!! ahah.. yea.. but only LOOK LOOK SEE SEE!! NO talky talky! AWWWWWWWWWWWW! i went fer my d&t quite LATE.. KHOO LATE SIA! ahahh. den zaki me hasif and huzaiyed.. decided.. to go abit late after knowing that khoo came already. lols. den skali i saw her sia!! WHAT THE HELL! den i called her.. BAHHAHAHAH! zaki and huzaiyed were SHOCKED! i was like what the?? and zaki was like.. padahal last time.. BESTY. i was like.. what to do.. ?? she following me in and out.. uP and DOWN.. tOP to BOttom.. ending up.. AGAINST me?? what fuck??! haven't reach my kindda standard.. so fuck OFF! but whatev.. its a WASTE OF TIME.. talking bout this.. i rather live my own life! so yea.. ahhhhhhh! daniel NS!! national service?? ALREADY????? ahah. but.. after i realise sumthing.. he seems to be ignoring my calls.. messages.. and me myself!! he's the greatest person that i've been realising my feelings out.. and now.. everything seems to change.. and perhaps.. i juust have to get myself use to everyday changes! sob sob.. i called him just now and he HUNG up!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! have he change?? his bro told me that.. at home.. he always play com.. and don really.. talk much.. he seems to ignore almost everything! and he seems to NOT care about his SURROUNDINGS! but whatev!! what am i to do??? everyone change! although i'm in a dilema.. still.. that can never change my cheery kindda way..! sob sob. just now.. chill out with falaah and shaque.. they're AWESOME..!! ppl!! CHECK them out!! haha. sigh.. i saw him.. and shaque and falaah shouted DINIE DINIE! and i was like a total SHY!!! Labels: you're my first BESTIE since CHILDHOOD.. but now you're leaving..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 2:01:00 AM
ahhhhhh! Whatever confusion your dreams have been causing lately will start to clear up today -- the clues your subconscious has been leaving you each night are starting to add up to something that makes sense. The recurring images are pointing you toward the biggest problem in your life -- and you need to address it head on, today. Follow your hunches and see what happens next. The faster you can get to the heart of the matter, the sooner you will get a good night's sleep. BETS: Arsenal VS Hullcity nelly; 2-0 Fex; 3-0 soccer UPDATES!! 18 March 2009 FA Cup Home:Away Arsenal Vs Hullcity 2 : 1 Semi Final [FA cup] No Date KO Home Away 1 18 Apr 2009 17:15 Arsenal v Chelsea 2 19 Apr 2009 16:00 Man U v Everton
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 11:33:00 AM
yesterday.. went out with sliz and nana.. after buying BUBBLE tea.. this is what HAPPENED.. ouh my gosh.. if this were to happen to my grandma.. i would BURST into tears. after that i chill with fex. at first with nas too.. but for awhile. motive chilling with fex: TO GET TO NOE HIM BETTER
at maC doNalD..
at hmm.. NOT sure. LOL.
just CHILLIN'.. guess that's it.. cheerios. Labels: woooooooo day.
Monday, March 16, 2009 11:17:00 AM
soccer UPDATES! 15 March 2009 HOME: AWAY Chelsea VS Man City 1 : 0 Michael Essien's second goal in as many matches lifted Chelsea back into second place in the Barclays Premier League. Essien, starting only his second match since damaging knee ligaments on international duty last September, hit the target on the turn from 18 yards in the 17th minute after Frank Lampard's clever free-kick had caught City napping. It was enough for the Blues to leapfrog Liverpool on goal difference as they made it four consecutive league wins under Guus Hiddink. Team Pld Pts Man Utd 28 65 Chelsea 29 61 Liverpool 29 61 Arsenal 29 52 Aston Villa 29 52 Everton 29 48 West Ham Utd 28 39 Wigan Athletic 29 38 Fulham 29 37 Man City 29 35 Tottenham 29 35 Bolton 29 33 Hull City 29 33 Sunderland 29 32 Blackburn 29 30 Newcastle 29 29 Portsmouth 28 29 Stoke City 29 29 Middlesbrough 29 27 WBA 28 22
Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:18:00 AM
soccer match UPDATES! 14 March 2009 Home: Away ManUtd Vs LiverPool 1 - 4 Liverpool came from behind at Old Trafford to re-ignite the Barclays Premier League title race with a stunning victory. Cristiano Ronaldo put Manchester United in front from the penalty spot after Pepe Reina had brought down Park Ji-Sung on 23 minutes. Fernando Torres bustled past Nemanja Vidic to level five minutes later and Steven Gerrard put the Merseysiders in front from the spot a minute before the break after he had been fouled by Patrice Evra. Vidic was shown a straight red for a foul on Gerrard on 73 minutes and further punishment was inflicted as Fabio Aurelio curled home the free-kick. Andrea Dossena lobbed Edwin van der Sar in the final minute to complete a magnificent victory and cut the lead on the champions to just four points. Arsenal VS Black'B 4 - 0 Andrey Arshavin netted a brace as Arsenal beat Blackburn Rovers 4-0 at the Emirates Stadium. Arshavin opened his Arsenal account as an attacking masterclass saw the Gunners to a handsome victory over Blackburn in their Barclays Premier League match. Theo Walcott, restored to the starting XI following a cameo against Roma in midweek, was in electric form all afternoon but the headlines will go to the £15m Russian and substitute Emmanuel Eboue, who scored twice at the end. Arshavin netted a fine individual effort after 65 minutes and may yet be credited with a second after his heavily deflected shot gave Arsenal the opener after just 80 seconds, while Eboue benefited from a tap-in and a penalty. Updated 16:58 14thMarch 2009 TEAM PLD PTS Man Utd 28 65 Liverpool 29 61 Chelsea 28 58 Arsenal 29 52 Aston Villa28 52 Everton 29 48 West Ham Utd 28 39 Wigan Athletic 29 38 Fulham 29 37 Man City 28 35 Bolton 29 33 Hull City 29 33 Tottenham 28 32 Sunderland 29 32 Blackburn 29 30 Newcastle 29 29 Portsmouth 28 29 Stoke City 29 29 Middlesbrough 29 27 WBA 28 22
Saturday, March 14, 2009 9:37:00 AM
yesterday.. cross-country!!!! woohhooooooo!! i'm LATE as usual! but how should i noe that some PPL wanna go at 6.15am??? they didn't even tell me the EXACT time.. i thought they wanted to go with some guy. i didn't even make plans with sheerah! hello!! i thought it was SUPPOSE to be 6.30am! coz sliz said he wants to go ALONE at 6.30am. so.. i didn't tell sheerah about 6.15am..! so it's Partly my fault!! anyway.. nana wants to borrow my sis shoe. wat up man?? buih sape sak??? who EVER make plans with you sia sheerah?? what the HELL?? NONSENCE! think BACK before JUMPING into CONCLUSION or anything!! Basicly its my fault fer being late and i'm sorry.. but its ya guys fault fer NOT telling me EXACTLY what time to meet!! so.. its your fault too.! coz all i noe is that nana wanna meet me at 6am. NOT ya guys! but.. thanks fer waiting fer me guys.. i appreciate it. =]when we all wanna go eat.. you guys yang accept fex and his friends accompanies! when we were walking.. ya guys were walking too FAST. then fex friends wants to walk the other way.. hey.. if you guys were at my position.. you guys will noe what i TOLD them! and how i feel! at that moment i know ya guys were talking about me! but i didn't say anything! when fex and his friends wanna walk the other way.. i told them to walk your way..! then when they say it's the same.. i said ok.. but still i wanna walk your way.. but then.. ya guys were far INFRONT! so what should i do?? we didn't lost our direction DUDE!we just didn't know ya guys want to eat at where that's the point! so whatever it is.. when we reached there.. i felt the TENSE atmosphere. but i IGNORED! i did went to both sides.. it's NOT easy to have a two seperate groups! try PUTTING yourselves in my shoes! when i wanna go home with ya guys.. ya guys just LEFT me behind.. so.. Fex and his friends followed me.. ya think it's easy to KEEP such FEELINGS??!! one of the guys said something about ya guys that moment.. but i IGNORED! ya think it's easy to change SUCH a TOPIC??? when i saw ya guys were still PLAYING.. i thank god fer giving such chances. when fex and his friends didn't took the same bus with us i didn't mind going with ya guys.. whether or NOT i saw sliz reactions! when ya guys said about BOWLING.. if only i brought that enough money.. i would one to TREAT each and everyone of you.. to repay my SILLINESS! Even when we're in the JP.. i don't really wanna spoilt anyone's mood! do you think its EASY to keep myself behind.. and watch the FUN?? but i tried to go with the FLOW!
and when we go library.. i didn't really wanna talk much.. but i did have fun.. after that we ate prata.. that was AWESOME.. but still about the brother thingi.. i noe EXACTly what sliz meant.. but i IGNORED! ya think its easy???? then.. when we went to the second floor.. ya guys were playing around.. but i stayed one side. then when i ajak ya guys to follow me go buy ice-cream at mac donald.. ya guys didn't want to.. i kept quiet.. when zaki and faz ajak.. what do you expect?? i go ah.. but ya guys wanna go home first.. and when sliz said your problem.. i know what exactly was HAPPENING..but i IGNORED. but whatever.. i can go home ALONE anyway..no BIG deal.so whatever.. what's past is past. i'm sorry.. i'll think of something to repay back my IRRESPONSIBLE act. i've made my PEACE. LATER after that..    we ARM wrestle!
Monday, March 9, 2009 8:54:00 PM
.EMOTIONS HIDDEN BEHIND THE MASK.
weaRiNg a CHEERY mask evERywheRe sEem eaSy buT aCtUlLy.. iT isn'T! aS day'S gOes by, thE maSk i'm weaRing is geTting duSty wiTh soRts of coMmenTS peoPLe gaVE it! queStiONs of whetHeR my emOTions exiSted?? fiLterEd uP with fuCk uP woRDS! sPiLtagE of ANnoYAnce! buT alL they caN give Is Extra OPinIONs.. quEstiONs and givinG suGGestions. But care NOT abOUt the FEELings deeP wiTHin my vEins. .CONFUSE.
in SChooL.. beinG iGnored is whAt peOplE haTEd moSt bUT ignORing is wHAt they aLwaYS do.ouR eYes coNtaCTED and you shoUlD reALise tHAt. yOU wantEd to KNow me bEtteR.. bUT how..?? With boTh of Us beinG SpeeChleSS?? With us IgnoRing eaCh othER.. ?? this is What i DOn't UnderstanD.. At fiRst, yOU makEs mE feEl liKe i'm the 'haPPiest and luCkiEst' giRl in the woRld. theN, yOU leFt me woNdering aLl SeasoNs and weAtheRS. i want tO know.. what do you ActualLY want?? hOw further dO you wanT our FrienDSHIP to LaSt?? or Do you Do thIS juSt becauSE of a BeT?? or mAybe yOu're trying to Make me feEl guIlty foR the pASt moMents?? so.. which one is it???? Do you oR do You NOT like me?? if you dO.. then why areN't you stAndiNg uP to mE witH yoUR oWn WiLl??? if you don't.. why don'T you telL me?? queStions jUmbliNg in mY minD stayEd UNansweRed.how am i To fiGuRe ouT ouR freak feelings??? do yOu even caRE that you'Ve messeD uP my minD?? it huRts to be IgnoreD in schoOL.! do You feEl the same waY as me????? juSt for ones.. approAch me in SchoOl talk abOUt what you fucking want!!! i'm sucking up all the bullshit. i hate it! i wanna quit! and i don wanna care anymore!!
Sunday, March 8, 2009 5:26:00 PM
I LOVE YOU; Three words. Simple, yet weighs a ton in my heart. I realised that the more one says it, the lesser its worth. I often find myself asking, "do people actually mean it everytime they said it?". i have doubts and insecurities. But i'll never trust these words again, i see them like an open door for pain to enter when one's vulnerable. I will never allow any chance of that to happen again...at least not in the near future. i was in such vitriolic state before. NOW Im glad that beautiful things have happened along the way. so it makes a more appreciative and happier me. It's not how i am willing to accept these words now or how i longed for them to be heard, but now, i truely understand where i put myself and how i want to be appreaciated. Cheerios.
Friday, March 6, 2009 7:24:00 PM
monday 2 March 2009, monday, i din't go fer my CCA. i took attendance and went away. lols. after that, i went D&T to finish up my Image board. at home.. i burnt my thumb because of the BLOODY stick glue! DANG IT! nth much happens.. usual staff. happy fer falaah and shaque. having to noe that they're having an interview about their upcoming music career!! wooohooo! haha. tuesday 3 march 2009, i don't really remember what happened. but Ms. Ng didn't come to school. and that's the BEST thing that had HAPPENED to me! LOLS! but my dad got me FIRE up! GOSH! i was on my way there la DEY! Wednesday 4 march 2009, same thing happened.. ppl made me FIRE up! but during Pe time.. was AWESOME. i hit the ORANGE CONE! woohoo! stretching.. i push sheerah's body so that she would touch her toes (JOKING around). haha. Thursday 5 march 2009, wohoho! At first, i was damn nervous before the run.. but as time passess by.. i got tired of being nervous! all runners were release at 1.40pm. ahhhh! haha. scared! lols.. i got ready.. me eeaa sur walked there.. it was FUCKING hot la sey! i cannot take it sey! den.. when the run almost started.. azleen and the other were all nervous.. shout here shout there.. "ala. cher.. wait2 i scared ah.." dude! just get on with it.. and it will be over in NO time..! at first i caught up to third place.. slowly.. my hands started to hurt.. it was all tiring ah!!! DANG IT! is i have stretched my arms properly.. i would have ran all the way! and wouldn't have stopped half way and chat with my friend. lols! ahha. but we ran to the finish line though. i almost collapse!! GOSH scary babe! after that i sat alone up up all up.. i realise my breath was a gonna! and so.. aqilah took up my place fer the 4times 400. gosh. i'm surrie ppl! but at least they did good. didn't win. but did good. i'll train myself up and aim fer seconds to win 400m fer sports day. to replace my 4 times400m! GO ATLAS! at night, i slept early.. too tired.. and blahblahblahblahheblahblahblahmeblssahgeblmeahblahblahblahblahblah!!!ahah! friday 6 march 2009, nth much happened.. BORING! Said did msg me.. but yea.. watev. meeting him on mon. Saturday 7 March 2009, alot of embarrasing moments. SHOOT. first.. shahlis ask me follow him go ask about the lunch menu.. then, when i asked.. the lady in her mac uni.. said only on weekdays.. i paisey sia! then shahlis was like.. ok lets go nelly. but i didn't move.. in my mind i was fighting with myself to move.. but when the lady stared at me.. i oder without thinking.! gosh! i was like one "FISH" burger meal pls. then she was like.. huh? i was like.. gosh wrg!! i mean.. one "FILET 'O' fish" meal pls. no upsize. ahhhh! then she asked.. what drink you wan?? i kept silent.. she was like.. excuse me.. i was like sorry.. and she was like.. you wan ice lemon tea?? coke or pepsi.. or..?? i was like.. aaaah.... coke. and shahlis was like laughing.. and acted by saying i take for you cilli.. and guess what i took the cilli a BIT only.. suck sia! ahahhahahahahah! paisey sey! then the second thing was that.. i was listening to music sambil day dreaming. and shahlis asked me something i didn't listen properly.. so i said.. what?? i was just thinking about what happened just now.. and sliz was like.. huh?? i said what song you listening to.. i was like.. gosh embarrasse man!!!!! hahhahah! the third was DAMN FUNNY! there's this girl.. she spilt her drinks.. i was SHOCKED by the sound.. so i turned. then.. i told sliz.. eh.. someone help ah.. then suddenly.. a few moments later.. i walked quickly to the counter and over heard the manager talking to the worker about the water spiltage thingi.. soo.. i asked about hasif NCC. den.. she was like.. he's not working today... when i got back sliz laughed. i was like.. what the??? hey.. i know what you're thinking.. i have no intention of going there and talk about the spiltage.. he was like.. lucu sia kao! and i was like.. huh?? no intention sia.. the truth: my intention was to help her. lols. so sliz's rite.. aku lucu fer being nice. haha. so yea.. i did wanna tell that counter lady about the spiltage.. but instead.. she knew it when i got there. DANG IT! another EMBARRASSMENT! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ahhaha! den.. me and sliz hang around at JP. BORING.. but take NOTE: Sliz likes love story; romance, sex, and hot staff. haha. okies. den i went home sheerah msg me.. korg masih kt mc ehk?;reply, nope.; inbox,dah balik ehk?; reply, yep.; inbox, kol brape korg alik tad?; reply, just. Sliz on hiS way. Why too concern? Need any more details??; and continuing msg... the end. Labels: still bitching about this still. SUCKS., the more i wanna ferget about him; the stronger my FEELINGS for him gets. but i don care.. anyway
Sunday, March 1, 2009 2:20:00 AM
Monday, 23 Feb 2009 dinie talked to me and i BLUSHHHH!! ahahah. actually...he asked for a lil piece of cake.. and my face turned red!!! dangs it! i turned to shaque and fifi. i kept on repeating the phrase to shaque and fifi.. "talk to me girls!"but i was crazy all the way!! sliz and shawny ABSENT sey!! WALANNE! haha. but still i felt bored without them. somehow i managed to have FUN w/o them. lols. but they are still fun. =] evan entertained me though. during chess i was all hyper up.. i sang till it RAINS heavily. haha. EXAGERATING! hey!! ya know what?? i'm gonna make SHORT! tuesday sliz came.. but after receiving MT paper, he went home.. DAMN it! this week, many didn't came to school. some sick.. some just don wanna come to school. At first i was soooo.. looking forward for sc. paper... but mr. teo didn't come..!!! while chem.. we had to go to the lab and do some experiment! DARN it! after school.. dinie wanna go home.. he salam ppl but not me. DANGS. so i stick out mym tongue at him.. but he said bye to me. so i replied.. bye. $). hey.. i remembered that in class.. my friends found out about my msn PM! dang it.. that Huzaiyed.. the tongue should be BURNT! i lose my jACs! i msg my friends.. and fex.. annoying. lols. but nice. no worries. wednesday. ouh man! LATE fer school.. mr. ethan.. approached talk talk talk.. BLAB BLAB BLAB! but he's NICE though. =]. write lines, ran 10 laps, and cann only go home at 4 pm. being UNFAIR much! i was only 5 mins late! so they should make me stay back 5 mins late! fucking ass! and the STUPIDIEST thing is that they called my dad??! what FUCK?? like he cares! and i got back my fave jacs. thank GOD! and gotten maths retest!! woohhoo! it was kindda easy! PE, ANNOYING much! dinie became refree. bitch ass! i didn't touch the ball and told them i did. and i said we score. fuck ass.. wanna be a refree??? do your job properly. hahaha. when i was playing, and i got the ball, everyone tend to BLOCK me.. aghhhh! RIMAS man! leave me ALONE! hahaha.! and sheerah. she was damn FUNNY.. we only got three steps to walk.. but she ran with four steps.. and when she wanted to goal it.. dinie blew the whistle.. bbbbbahahahhahahahahah! FUNNY sia.. reflecting from what happened.. it was funny! and during stretching time.. i donnoe how to describe it.. but it was funny!!! ahahha. thurday.. atlas prac.. i was hyper ACTIVE! and zaki.. yea.. he's FINE!but.. whenever.. i wanna go to the canteen.. the guys tend to SHOUT out my name and point at dinie..! you guys have to STOP doing that!!! it's ANNOYING!!! and ya.. he's looking at you so what's the MOTIVE here???!! huh huh huh???!! in the bus.. i was double the active. ahhaha. but yea... in my mind was still confuse. at home.. night time.. i message eeaa.. and then called sliz.. Conversation with eeaa.. Nelly:Asking dinie why he likes me wouldn't make any difference huh?? Gosh. I guess i've got to move on. Eeaa: Chill aite? Nelly:Yea. I feel as if he's not worth of waiting.:( Nelly: I really regret confessing to him actually. Cause a lot have changed Eeaa: Aww.. Dun sad2 aite? Nelly: I want to cry but is it worth it? Eeaa: Nope.. Its nt worth crying. Maybe u'll find the right guy one day.. Nelly: Yea. I will try and forget about dinie. it may not be easy but he and i will move on with our own seperate life one day. Eeaa: Yea.. True enough! Dats the spirit nelly! *big smile* Nelly: :D. Conversation with sliz.. i remembered sliz asking me why i like dinie so much.. and i explained.. coz he's nice to me especially during certain occassion. and he told me.. why he hated dinie soo much.. and somehow my feelings fer him fade away a lil.. but in school its hard to ferget. DANG IT! and he told me to show the ARROGANT look towards dinie. dang it. friday.. a total no mood.. i forget to bring a lot of things. i receive my sc. paper woohoo. my chem, 18 1/2 / 25, chem top three, 21/25 . dinie 22/25. eeaa 23/25. weee. maths retest,, to three too. 44/50. dinie 46/50.. eeaa.. 49/50.dang it! if only i didn't change my ans fer phy.. i could have gotten 22. and if i hadn't helped dinie fer maths.. he would have gotten 44.! arghhhh! whatev. at last got running sia.. i don really have mood to run.. but i did ran!i can feel my stamina growing.. at night, i went jogging with my sisitoz. fun.. and relaxing.. saturday.. sheerah .. DAVID(noh) and sliz go for a hair cut..haha.. and when i called sliz.. we talked about food.. and terpingin nak makan mee kuah mama.. lols. at night i ajak my dad go eat outside.. and he ajak us go eat outside.. and i ate mee kuah mama!! ahaha! end of story. |
Yours truly, |
