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Monday, August 24, 2009 3:00:00 PM
DEAD BLOG Labels: we'll meet again after n'levels
Sunday, August 23, 2009 11:07:00 PM
MAYBE MY WORDS NEEDS TO BE EMPHASISE FOR THOSE WHO ARE MISTAKEN OR SIMPLY BEING IMMATURE. I DON'T LIKE NOH!! HE'S JUST A KINDDA FRIEND WHO I TREASURE MOST. GET IT??? AND MY OTHER FRENS.. I EVEN SAID I MISS THEM.. SO WATS UP WITH STORIES OF ME LIKING NOH..? EXPLAINATION IS NEEDED!!!!! GIVE US A BREAK. SHIISH.
11:00:00 AM
 Mr. Malcolm X. Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyse you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are- Bernice Johnson Reagon first day of fasting month and i'm still hyperactive. learning the basic about islam is refreshing and learning more about it just brings realisation. After buke, i told my mom that i wanted to go prayers but i tried calling friends and family to join me but none wants to follow. i cried to her, "how disappointing it is not to have anyone to support me. all i want to do is go prayers and fulfill my dreams" my mum showed me the expression of realisation that she understands and she was like, "after my period i'll go with you" i guess i shud told her earlier, huh..?? well, at least i knew that she understands how i feel that moment and how important family support and fulfilling my dreams is to me. it's not as if i ask too much right..?? sigh.. Ouh ya!! have i said about i went to ayu's house?? nope.. not yet. well, i went to ayu's house to listen to her sorrows but, when i reached there.. her feelings of sorrows faded.. hmm.. well, what to do. i just hope i cud change her to be a stronger person. she don deserve such guys who wants to take control over her rights of having freedom. that guy is so whatever. ayu , you must learn how to flirt. haha. ayu!! smile always yea..?? don ever show that guy your weaknesses. his nothing but a jerk who toks bullshit. and yea.. tell your mom thanks for the food. it's nice. appreciate it alot. may Allah bless you and your family always and mudah- mudahan Allah akan murahkan rezeki kamu. hehe. ayu, you have a bright future ahead of you. DON'T EVER LET A GUY DARKENS IT! be strong. don ever let a true woman nature be brought down. it may be difficult to fufill my dreams at this kindda rate.. but i noe.. this month is a great apportunity to do whats right and determine my path. so pray fer me ppl.. i want to become a true muslimin. =]. Labels: a strong will and perseverance determine your future.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 12:12:00 PM
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY eeaa!! Wow! it's someone's birthday today!! so glad to see you grow gerl!! you're getting prettier and prettier each and everyday!! heeehe. wvaah. we are growing up so fast huh?? gosh. i guess my eyes are widen to the real world now. no matter how much i hate to grow older, there's still no choice but to grow. i'll have to accept the fact. **wink** the day we all have been longing for is tomorrow. FASTING MONTH!! WOOOHHOOO! hehe. let's all ferget about the past,and start afresh! Labels: alhamdullillah. i get to sambut puase with a good start.
Friday, August 21, 2009 2:15:00 PM
      i was reflecting about the past. and i realise how fun it was being with my frens. i wish to update more past photos but im too tired sorry. tonight during night study, i did a pretty great job in concentrating in my maths but it's time fer me to play after that. hehe. dude. this gerl over here just wanna have fun. hehe. in the canteen, malee introduce us with a spining game. the game goes like this. we have to put our head facing down and spin around 10 times. ahh! EARTHQUAKE! hahaha. wanna c us have fun?? check out malee's blog. **wink** anyway. after that meand shawn started to dance. shawn and i were puzzled when noh said he wants to join us. i mean, we dont expect noh to you noe.. agree withdancing.. even farihah,not to mention hasif!! hahah. so that night, we all went to somewhere quiet to dance. ewan watch us dance while he was waiting fer his bro to reach under his block. Unfortunately, farihah needed to go home early. man! and now it's just left with four of us. shawn, noh, hasif and me. we dance like nobody business. hhahah. noh is a fast learner!! hasif was a lil bit dirty though. ahaha but i had fun dancing with them.. it's just that all four of us need more practice. at 1015pm, shawny's mom called. shawny was like im eating with friends. at 1030pm, my mo called. and i was like i'm eating with my frens. and so, the four of us had our last practice and we seperated from hasif. he stays near there though. and i heard hasif mom kept on calling fazrin. ahah. then.. as shawn, me and noh were on our way to the prime bus stop, noh was like, AHHH! and shawn was like AHHHHH. and i was like huh huh huh??????? lols. it was just a cat and noh was shocked by it and shawn was surprise by it while i was all blurrr. hahaha. noh SCREAMED!! noh was like.. i have no idea where the high pitch came from. i drop on the ground and laugh my butt off. haha. to my dismay, i peed on my pants. bbahahahahahhahha.! shawny and noh was like. OMG nelly!! hahha. well, in the bus, noh's mom called. noh was like, i'm on my way. then yea three of us disperse. lols. GUILT: i told my mom i ate outside.. which i wasn't and when i went into the kitchen, i saw snack wrap. OMG!! she wanted to eat together with me. sobs. sorry mom. Labels: my days, my nights. the GUILT..
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:20:00 PM
Do you noe how STRESSFUL it is being in school?? Problems are always there to DISTRACT our concentration. While teachers are teaching, all that went through our minds are just bla bla bla.. yap yap yap. and our eyes are always focused on the clock.. waiting for the bell to rang either for recess or dismissal time. it's like becoming a habit to each and everyone of us. these is why today i've decided to stay at home and concentrate on my studies. although i miss my fellow frens, but i noe this is for my own good frens can come later.. right..? they are just illusions (no offence, but i need to keep this in mind until n'level are over). Anyway, tonight i meet up with my dearest shawn and went for our night study. After that, i saw noh and shahlis entering the library. i've gotta admit, i kindda miss noh though. MISS you NOH! haha.random, but i mean it. ^^. anyways, jia jin, alim, zhi ching, toni, ewan, eeaa, syidah, rasyidah, amalina, sheerah, alex, cynthia, jie wen and etc were there. MISS YOU ppl. to my sweet gerlfren eeaa, don get upset by my words just now aite..?? i was just joking. the truth is that after the joke, i couldn't remember that i was still joking around with you that's why i went back to my seat. i apologise fer hurting your feelings by my words, fergetfulness and my stupidity. i hope you felt better after i talk things out with you just now. love you gerl, no matter what i said just now, during the JOKE session, i swear i didn't mean any of it. sorry. i wan to see you smile again tomoro. Lots of sweet(sticky), nelly. =D Tonight, before going home, me and shawn spent time together, DANCING!! ahah. how awesome. this is the kindda thing that shawn and i have been longing for. although, the starting was a bit embarrassing, there were people passing by. at the same time they were looking at us. arghhhhh!! can we have some privacy here??? shiish! haha. nelly!! this is a free country,you noe. ahah. L-A-M-E! haha. anyways, there are several times, where people are looking at us and shawn took out his phone and was like, "hello. yes i'm coming home mom." and i was like LAUGHING my ASS OFF! gosh i've been longing for those crack ups! ahahahahaha! and i thought my laughter was gone forever. SHIT! thanks shawny! you're the best! i'm so looking forward for the next dance lesson hahahhaha! BEAT IT! BEAT IT! NO ONE WANTS TO BE DEFEATED! SHOW 'EM HOW FUNKY, STRONG IS YOUR FIGHT! IT DOESN'T MATTER, WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHT, JUST BEAT IT! to my rockstar alim, CHEER up will ya??? hehs. don worry aite..?? i wan ya to concentrate on your studies ferst okies.. let us all aim to sec 5 and you can still see ___ next year. you are NOT UGLY! you don look like shit! matter of fact you look better now. the ferst time i saw you, i knew you were one of those nice ppl as long as we get to noe each other despite your looks but i've realise you look BIRGHTER since i got to noe you! all you've gotta do is to always smile aite..?? and at any point of time you feel like toking or expressing your thots and feelings, i'm always here or even there to give you a listening ear and my shoulder is always there for you to shred your tears. it's ok to tear up infront of your frens ones in awhile. we understand. well, at least i do. i hope you can be a lil more open to your frens so at least we can comfort you. smile aye?? i'll never wan to miss us in action, together with LAUGHTER, FUN and YOUTH! Labels: living with illusions are destracting at times. but they do bring us joy.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 10:35:00 PM
 ahhhhhhhhhh! today sux! i cudn't concentrate on my eng paper today!! its like a total DISASTER! i was too nervous! nervous: stomach ache, head ache, vomiting, stress( cannot concentrate), farting, wanna shit, RESTLESS!! man!! if only i cud turn back time! i didn't do my summary! STUPID! i'm kindda gud at summary but becoz of the nervous system, i gave up and hand in the papers! aahhhhhhh! even my letters i did any how! WALAN! shoot1 i'll be last in class sia!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! Labels: giving up.
Monday, August 17, 2009 11:19:00 PM
thanks fer the post shawny and alim. i'll try to keep it in mind that everything is just begun.^^. ... although today is a big mess fer me, i still appreciate how my friends show their concern towards me. i want to apologise to them about tonights' flashmob. it was suppose to be a DISTRESS moment fer all of us but i've gotta rush sumwhere, ruining the fun. sorrie peeps. ... i ran to the prime bus stop as my parents were on their way to pick me up. i was sweating and gasping for oxygen. my throat were dry and my hair was in a mess. As i reach to the bus stop, i waited for 5mins fer my parents to reach and i was like.. gosh... that was fast. ahah. then we went to boon lay food place i guess.. shiish. as i was eating.. i felt sumone taping on my shoulder.. i was SHOCK.. and turned.. pheew.. it was just shafeeq.. shiish.. he scares me big time sia..! till now you noe.. den no appetite to eat anymore liao. hahaha. hmm.. ...
4:42:00 PM
before i came to skul today, i felt uneasy and new sumthing is gonna happen today.. friends are there having fun, joking around. while i'm feeling miserable. there i was minding my own business. and evan was like.. nelly you're pretty. i was like. ouh.. thanks. and he was like too bad you're dark. i acted as if i didn't hear him and continued toking to shawn. as the time passes by, einstein came to our place. evan said to farhana that i've hated him before and i told evan.. yea.. i did.. but that's so history. i've realise that there's no point hating sumone. it's not as if they like us or sumthing. evan was like yea. out of a sudden, einstein was like, how do you get to noe that you're black. n i tried to ans but i was speechless. and just continued with my work. i mean, what have i done wrong..? why does ppl love to make me feel so miserable..? i smiled whenever you guys hurt me. n about this sumone who tag me.. i don give a fuck bout him but evan and einstein are just being unreasonable. yes i'm black and i'm proud of it. i was born this way and you noe, i will never forget what han hui said to me.. not to mention my own friend, jia jin. they might not noe how i feel but i felt hurt and low. it's a whole new generation and you guys still care about colours..??? have you guys ever consider this quote..? "But suppose God is black? What if we go to Heaven and we, all our lives, have treated the Negro as an inferior, and God is there, and we look up and He is not white? What then is our response?"- Robert F. Kennedy why can't you guys just accept indifferences? i accept the fact that evan is and irritating freak but still i didn't criticise him. i accepted the criticism that einstein gave me and i still said his laughter is cute. i accepted jia jin's weird religion. why can't you guys do the same thing..? i guess i can't expect anything good from you guys huh??? and i'm dissapointed at how mik has been treating me. you have never been there fer me and you made me feel as if you never care. "Friendship is the sharing of joy, whether physical, emotional, psychic, or intellectual, forms a bridge between the sharers which can be the basis for understanding much of what is not shared between them, and lessens the threat of their difference."- Audre Lorde "No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow."- Alice Walker you guys will never understand. sobs. Labels: accept the indifferences
Sunday, August 16, 2009 8:21:00 PM
"you know, i was thinking, we tend to see the bad side of others, so that we could avoid doing the same thing they did, saying, "i do not want to be like her" or "i am not like her" i mean we thought we could avoid it and learn something from it, but the fact is that we'll just do the same thing they did even more! or even worse! because we're so busybody about others' imperfections (admit it we are,at times, very kepo about others) that we do not realize our own bad habits. just because others' actions are just so obviously mean and cruel, we think we're much better people, as in, we're-not-like-em kinda thinking. not like, they're-just-people-who-have-bad-habits-like-we-do kinda thinking. get what i mean? i realize that this is what create dislikes, judgemental, hypocrite people. of course not all practice this mistake. some are wise enough to do otherwise. so, since i am one of those busybodies, or i actually prefer to call it curious and interest on people's different kind of characters and personalities, why not we learn to observe the good side of others' instead of focusing on their imperfections. be influence by their inspiring act, and present the best of us to others' so that they can do the same. with this, there'll be more optimistic, respectable, and confident people =)). and it all start with the lady in the mirror" written by dhiya
2:35:00 AM
i cud just seat back and let my frens do the toking, but i chose not to.  you see.. if im comparing others rather then luking at myself.. then there's no point of putting the girl in the mirror in my profile.. and there's no point of me having dreams to change the world into a better place and make a difference.. dude.. you asked me to luk myself in the miror.. and shiish.. what makes you think i did not?? haven't you read my last post..?? i wrote.."luk at me.. i'm imperfect in and out" which part of not realising myself are you toking about..?? dude.. get your facts right before typing sumthing that wud actually give us the impression of how COWARD and dumb you are. pfft. and one more thing.. haven't you read my past post..? i said i'm proud of being black.. so thanks fer the compliment! To my dearest frens: thanks fer standing up fer me.. i appreciate it alot.^^. love you guys lots! Labels: PS: you are caught RED HANDED
Saturday, August 15, 2009 10:12:00 AM
it's been days since my last post. there's been ups and downs last week and this week. being sick and left out is a TOTAL MISERY!! I miss a lot these few weeks due to my DNT! and going home alone with the tense atmosphere is a DEAD over.. adding up with no news from frens is just so sad.. and to be SPECIFIC.. i couldn't reflect any happiiee moments fer me this week.. prelims are just a BLANK of paper fer me.. for a moment.. i can see how my life is gonna change after this.. being more independent and standing up for myself more will be my ferst PRIORITY.(there's reasons why i said this.) and i've realise that i've overcome this destractions of world purposes..! not to mention afif! to my dearest SHAWN: it's good that you've been expressing yourself lately as i could still get intouch with your daily life.. you see.. i don give a damn shit about what the doctor said about your physical disabilities.. so what if you're skinny.. it still doesn't change the nice.. kind.. awesome shawn that i know. and so what if gerls' impression towards you is ewww. i understand how you feel, but having confidence and positivity in yourself is what you must have. trust me.. if gerls ever get to know the real you.. they will fall fer you for who you are.. not your physical abilities..!! yes, you hate certain things about yourself.. but since you cannot change it.. y not adapt it..? everyone has negativity in them (in or out).. luk at me.. i'm not perfect..(in and out) maybe the outside world is luking down on me rite now..but who cares.. maybe i do care.. but why bother thinking and getting hurt?? yes, it's hard to be different and ppl using words that will bring us down at the same time. but try to think.. no one is perfect in this world.. and those people who's been toking SHIT about others.. are they even perfect??? you see.. they don't realise how IMPERFECT they are compared to you.. you're nice, kind.. but them.. by toking shit about others just gave us the impression of how shitty their thoughts and hearts are. all i want to say is that.. CHEER UP and think positive always okies..?? and if others don love you.. you still have your family and not to mention ME!! **wink** jus think about it.. would you prefer to be looked as imperfect person where everybody else is also experiencing the different imperfections themselves or a bad, selfish, cruel person, or worse, busybody, who has nothing else better to do but to comment bad things on others?? omg. other than that, don't think too much okie..?? stay cool..be optimistic.. and be like the hippies(dont follow the negative part of their culture though).. they are HAPPY people.! like me.. **smile** **laugh** **give love** Labels: colour your life by accepting and change fer the better
Monday, August 10, 2009 10:53:00 PM
2:20:00 AM
I can't believe i had FUN doing the FLASHMOB at jurong point, 8 Aug 2009. SPECIAL thanks to; ORGANISER: Jia JIn and Shawn low HOST: Falaah CAMERA MAN: Hafiz and Jia Jin PARTICIPANTS: Nelly(me..hehe..), Shawn, Alim, Aini, Wilson, Einstein, Kacang, Falaah, Acap, Kevin, Alex, Jie Wen, Shan ting, Farihah, etc. SUPPORTERS: DIDI, EWAN, Syidah, Shahirah thanks alot you guys.. I will never forget those moments.. we did SILLY things together. got CRAZIIEE together.. hehe.. and i hope after N'Level.. we're gonna do this again.. right falaah..? btw.. i want those vids heii.. i will bring these memores onboard. lots of love, nelly HAPPIIEE 44TH INDEPENDENCE DAY SINGAPORE!!! Labels: flash you CRAZ mobs.
Friday, August 7, 2009 10:19:00 PM
 it's not to my extent of thinking that the event(for those who know) will be next year, 2010.i'm gonna MISS MY FRIENDS and my house, where my CHILDHOOD LIES.. at ferst i couldn't accept this RIDICULOUS idea of my dads'.. but as days goes by.. CHANGES is what i've been LONGING for. "so, why not give it a shot..??" that's what my head said.. but by saying give it a shot sounds so wrong, as we'll be there forever.. and does my heart accept it..?? maybe i don't now.. but perhaps.. later on.. NATURE might be my new bestfriend. and being craziiee will NOT be part of me anymore.. maybe i'm gonna be a better person.. or just a PLAIN SIMPLE BORING TEENAGER.. to my dearest friends, you may noe about what's happening or... you may not.. but so you noe.. i want to have FUN with you people now.. no fights or anything. and I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH and gonna MISS OUR TIMES TOGETHER.. lots of hearts, nelly Labels: NATURE..here i come..
Thursday, August 6, 2009 2:02:00 PM
 The harshness of everyday reality disenchanted me of my idealistic hopes. hopes and dreams will shatter. walls will CRUMBLE. but i'm not gonna let it happen! How the hell should i noe my strength and weaknesses in my subjects if i didn't sit fer my eng paper today..? yes.. i was given a CHOICE.. a choice of whether to sit fer the paper today or not.. but i couldn't think.. i just made a choice that is POSSIBLE to self-DESTRUCT my future.. perhaps?? was i STUPID to go home..? or was i SMART?? which is which?????????????????? i should.. say smart though.. as i can study longer.. and now...all i can think about is STRESS! MENTALLY, i've been wanting to study hard.. but.. my PHYSICAL condition wouldn't allow me to.. what am i suppose to do huh??? KICK my ASS OFF the AIR?? NO! i need my frens' MOTIVATIONS! i need my familys' SUPPORT! i need allah's GUIDANCE! and so i end my blog today by saying.. ASTALAVISTA AMIGOS! DEAD BLOG for three months STRAIGHT! ...toot... Labels: echanted dreams will revive...
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 10:13:00 PM
 today was sure a DISAPPOINTING day fer me but noh was SWEET though. :.check out our conversation.: oh bullshit!!! says: i was shock when kite semua nk kemas2 then see you dont have why quit?? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: donnoe oh bullshit!!! says: hang in there la almost there .:nelly natalia andin:. says: but.. how mr tan and there rest react wasn't fair to me! all i want to do was to quickly ask fer guidance fer drawings... oh bullshit!!! says: meaning? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: that's it and i'll go home..! but they didn't give me the chance! oh bullshit!!! says: ermm he did not help you?? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: no! not at all! so y bother?? oh bullshit!!! says: same here but i just do wadever i can do coz whenever i need the helpfazrin will snatch mr tan away and mr tan will ALWAYS help him so relax tmr you can do .:nelly natalia andin:. says: NO! the way you react towards me was also unacceptable.. oh bullshit!!! says: be positive come on you can do it .:nelly natalia andin:. says: hello! i have a heart you noe! oh bullshit!!! says: i was just playing and i was in a rush to take my board but when you scolded for telling thiam en about the flashmob then you think im not hurt?? i just dont show i was just telling him for his info .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i'm sorry. oh bullshit!!! says: nah its ok .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i fergotten to say sorry bout that oh bullshit!!! says: im ok with it so sorry about just now .:nelly natalia andin:. says: the way you said ask me in the afternoon whether i'm cuming fer night study or not hurts alot its as if you're blaming me fer spreading symptoms. hello.. shahlis had it.. you didn't even tegur.. he even came back fer night study and skull oh bullshit!!! says: no i was just afaird that something might happen its not that i blaming you but im just corcern that you might tired half way and giddy or wadever and it might spread as nowadays stuff sorry about that and you must not talk too much or shout coz you are just making ur throat to be worst and it may led you to lost voice and it maybe worst so take care sorry about that .:nelly natalia andin:. says: awww. its ok.. you're so sweet thanks. sorry fer the misunderstanding oh bullshit!!! says: nah its ok .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i feel much better now.. oh bullshit!!! says: just now i was tired and body ache and i anyhow type and did not explain clearly .:nelly natalia andin:. says: but i swear! i noe myself! oh bullshit!!! says: so im partly wrong .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i'm not weak you noe! oh bullshit!!! says: oh ok good .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i don have H1N1! oh bullshit!!! says: coz i know that im weak when im sick so im scared that you are also weak gd la if you dont have .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i noe i got these sickness because of of lack of sleep and stress.. hey.. whenever i said i'm strang.. seriously.. oh bullshit!!! says: ya see itold you not to stress up urslef .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i'm strong mentally.. =] yea.. that's y i wanna finish up my dnt today.. i take care of my halth after that.. but just my frens n mr. tan just didn't give me the chance t xplain. sad right?? grace, asiddiq and faz back off from me like kena electric shockk.. oh bullshit!!! says: but tmr still can do it .:nelly natalia andin:. says: as if they're phobea of me oh bullshit!!! says: maybe they are playing? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i cannot go to skul anymore.. it has been spread to teo playing or not.. it hurts. they halau me to go home sumore how i feel. i went off ah.. oh bullshit!!! says: oh no wonder la then tmr cant go to sch? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: nope how to finish up.. tell me.. oh bullshit!!! says: ermm not sure?? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i don even noe how to draw.. oh bullshit!!! says: can still draw at home wad? just draw only just try .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i don't know how.. all i do is waste paper i've tried oh bullshit!!! says: just try be positive like you used to say that to me .:nelly natalia andin:. says: alright oh bullshit!!! says: ok? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i'll try again. yea.. ok.. thanks noh oh bullshit!!! says: ok ur welcome TO SHAWN: dear hunnie, thanks fer waking me up from such NIGHTMARE. i appreciate it alot! i won't slack! and i will surely NOT show anyone that i'm WEAK to face exams! i'm gonna study a million times harder! because i have DREAMS to achieve! your dearest, nelly Labels: NOH, you're lovely., you're sweet. SHAWN
1:44:00 AM
 today is a HELLA CRAZ day fer me! not coming to school when prelims are coming???? gotta be kidding myself..??? well, yea ppl. i'm sick.. SICK IN THE HEAD! ahaha. well, at home what i did was, my dnt, watch some videos and TALKING TO MYSELF (lost my voice not to mention my head)! hahaha. at night, i'm suppose to go to the doctor but i FORGOTTEN. awww man nelly! falaah is soooooooooo RIGHT! can't believe he's right! when i'm sick, i tend to get FORGETFUL easily, i can get really DISGUSTING (trust me, it's EWW) and all CRAZIIEE! i HATE it when he's right! haha. but falaah thanks fer telling.. i'll keep it in mind and try to get better soon! ahaha. as i was saying.. tonight, i MISS my hola frens! i entered skul and shahlis was like.. NELLY!! so loud! wth?? but nice move shahlis you brought a SMILE upon my face. i hugged sheerah and sweet sweet aini. well, today, lucky i went back to skul i did found plenty of pictures for my image board.. and it's all DONE.. pheww. that's a hell out of HARDWORK. haha. but eventually, i had.. to spoilt someone's day.. no intention really but he was all angry when i STEPPED on his precious shoes. i apologise for that incident alim. no worries, i don't want bacause of that i get all moody.. i'll just let him be with his "NO MOOD" for awhile.. he'll get better. coz he's my friend no matter whether he kicked me or not. he has been there fer me too you know. =] and shawny, no worries aye.. what happenes to you happened to me.. BAD THINGS HAPPENS TO GOOD PEOPLE.. like you and me. hehehe. and falaah, i'm still wondering why.. and what makes you inspire hakim so much?? DAMN i regret not to meet him.. SHOOT! hehs. perhaps double date..? ahah ewwwww. no. lols.! crazy nelly again! haha. Labels: Turn our WOUND into WISDOM..
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 10:25:00 AM
i'm asking a stranger to lead me into Islam. i know it's not right but, i'm DESPERATE to found out more. that person seem to be nice, i hope. Labels: i want to know more about Islam
Saturday, August 1, 2009 9:37:00 PM
 Introducing: DANIEL, the official skinhead!Yo people! check my AWESOME cuzziiee out yaw! he's turned 17 today! let's BLOW SOME cake yea..? man, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY yea..? we always couldn't get a proper birthday party fer you.. but i hope you frens and family does bring you HAPPIINESS. i MISS those times when we were still kids. our childhood were MEMORABLE fer me. i've never STOP thinking and reflecting about our CHILDHOOD days. but as we grew up, we tend to go on our seperate ways huh..? i just wish we could be kids again. where both of us could BULLY effy, bully the KID NEXT DOOR and CREATING TROUBLE together again. Both of us use to hate julius but we became close to each other and became SISTERS and BROTHERS as we grew up. ouh how i wish we could all act like kids ones more. and BLEND our differences.! i'll never ferget our moments when we were still kids. have a GREAT day cuziiee. from your dearest, nelly. Labels: HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
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 time passes and i'm still at my LAZY mode.the feelings of CRAZINESS in JOY is still haunting me day and night. i wonder when i'm gonna start FOCUSING on my academics. too many DISTRACTIONS. FRIENDS, FAMILIES, DREAMS and not to mention,WORLD DOMINATION! days past by and a lot had happened. i still am feeling down though but i noe i'll have to pull myself back together again. anyways i got a lot more friends that APPRECIATE me for being who i am. i remember on friday, the class froze during the ferst Four period. so the FLASH MOB! hahahahah. mr. ee was FOOLED. ms. wong wasn't.. JOY KILLER..(haha) but mr. teo took vedio. it was kindda FUNNY though. shawny really love this flash mob thing.. so.. i guess we're gonna do it PUBLICLY now. ahah. To noh: last thursday, 30 July 2009 you made me laugh when you JUMPED in horror. by the way, i want to thank you fer being so CARING towards me this days. waiting fer me and even following me to canteen to search fer afif. lols. thank you. i appreciate everything that you've done to make me feel HAPPIIEE. thanks. To Shahlis: you too made me laugh and you too have been sort of there fer me. LOLs. To syidah: hey baby. haah.. watev nelly. all i wanna say is thanks i appreciate your understanding and thanks.. fer putting a smile upon my face. **smile** To my SHAWN: hey hunniiee.. you've been a GREAT friend!! and yea.. FUCK OFF with that JERK evan! he's just acting all "COOL".(no offence) chill aite.. FLASH MOB without him was FUN! ahaha.(didn't mean it) take care. i don hate evan anymore though. Labels: but i'm gonna rise, such ..distractions.. will bring me down |
Yours truly, |
