yesterday.. cross-country!!!! woohhooooooo!! i'm LATE as usual!

but how should i noe that some PPL wanna go at 6.15am??? they didn't even tell me

the EXACT time.. i thought they wanted to go with some guy. i didn't even make plans

with sheerah! hello!! i thought it was SUPPOSE to be 6.30am! coz sliz said he wants to go

ALONE at 6.30am. so.. i didn't tell sheerah about 6.15am..! so it's Partly my fault!!

anyway.. nana wants to borrow my sis shoe. wat up man?? buih sape sak??? who EVER

make plans with you sia sheerah?? what the HELL?? NONSENCE! think BACK before JUMPING into CONCLUSION or anything!! Basicly its my fault fer being late and i'm sorry.. but its ya guys fault fer NOT telling me EXACTLY what time to meet!! so.. its your fault too.! coz all i noe is that nana wanna meet me at 6am. NOT ya guys! but.. thanks fer waiting fer me guys.. i appreciate it. =]when we all wanna go eat.. you guys yang accept fex and his friends accompanies! when we were walking.. ya guys were walking too FAST. then fex friends wants to walk the other way.. hey.. if you guys were at my position.. you guys will noe what i TOLD them! and how i feel! at that moment i know ya guys were talking about me! but i didn't say anything! when fex and his friends wanna walk the other way.. i told them to walk your way..! then when they say it's the same.. i said ok.. but still i wanna walk your way.. but then.. ya guys were far INFRONT! so what should i do?? we didn't lost our direction DUDE!we just didn't know ya guys want to eat at where that's the point! so whatever it is.. when we reached there.. i felt the TENSE atmosphere. but i IGNORED! i did went to both sides.. it's NOT easy to have a two seperate groups! try PUTTING yourselves in my shoes! when i wanna go home with ya guys.. ya guys just LEFT me behind.. so.. Fex and his friends followed me.. ya think it's easy to KEEP such FEELINGS??!! one of the guys said something about ya guys that moment.. but i IGNORED! ya think it's easy to change SUCH a TOPIC??? when i saw ya guys were still PLAYING.. i thank god fer giving such chances.

when fex and his friends didn't took the same bus with us i didn't mind going with ya guys.. whether or NOT i saw sliz reactions! when ya guys said about BOWLING.. if only i brought that enough money.. i would one to TREAT each and everyone of you.. to repay my SILLINESS! Even when we're in the JP.. i don't really wanna spoilt anyone's mood! do you think its EASY to keep myself behind.. and watch the FUN?? but i tried to go with the FLOW!