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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 4:49:00 PM
 he was right IN FRONT of me,but i TURNED away. he was right BEHIND me, but i show the IGNORANT part of me. i don't know why this feelings just got CONFUSED as days past by. knowing that he isn't the guy that i'm going to spent for the REST of my LIFE just brought a thought of DENYING to my own feelings. i know i LIKE the him who love sports. i know i ADMIRE his smile and his eyes. i know i LOVE him for his characters. but why am i NOT falling in love when i see him? maybe it's because.. i just simply have a CRUSH on him who always makes me think of wanting to have FUN! and he's the person who i've been wanting to get to know and spent time with, as a FRIEND who could show me the meaning of having FUN in life! Labels: AFIF, i want you to show me how to have fun in life.
Monday, June 29, 2009 6:55:00 PM
29/06/09 UNBELIVABLE!! it's school reopen!! yes people! it's today! to tell you about my day will only brings more YAWNING hey?? so i'll CUT IT SHORT.. ferst i saw AFIF! ahah kidding2. but seriously i did. =] today.. most of all i was SILENT.. i mean.. me?? SILENT?? i've gotta be kidding myself.. matter of FACT.. my silentness just brought people into QUESTIONING.. well, i guess its time for the MOMENT of truth.. I DON'T KNOW.. seriously. my mind flew out of earth without me realising. and noh.. DON'T BE SURPRISE IF I SAID THIS.. you still have yet to FULFILL your agreement with me. well, lets not get into that topic.. LOLS. man! i got ALOT of assignments to do.. i mean WHAT TO DO?? just DO LARR..! Whenever we are given ASSIGNMENTS, i'll hear people MOANING, and GROANING and even spilting out VULGARITIES at teachers (don't ya think it's abit too HARSH??). i mean.. who am i kidding?? i'm ONE of them. people said, "LIFE IS HARD!" well, i've got to admit, i kindda agree with that sentence though. but as i grew older i tend to be wiser. yes people!! LIFE IS HARD! it has always been, and will always be! but why.. people still GRUMBLE and COMPLAIN, when they actually knows that it won't solve their problems. MATTER OF FACT, it'll just unload their problems. example, you decided NOT to do your assignments the next day you got scoldings by teachers and principle. teachers would also tend to give another EXTRA assignment for that day.. and worse still, you'll have to COMPLETE it after school that day.! argh! FRUSTRATING much! isn't it..? now you get me people..? and do you know how successful people succeeded in life? well, FYI, they went through a HARD life like you, perhaps even worse.! this is because, they accept the fact that life involves a certain amount of HARDSHIP. and instead of AVOIDING or work AROUND their problems, they ACCEPT and work THROUGH them, even when it includes some SUFFERING! so people, you'll have to SUFFER now! as in STUDY STUDY STUDY for your n'level.! it might pay off! ouh.. and noh you're lack of confidence! have some FAITH that the POSSIBILITY or you could say it in math terms which is PROBABILITY(whichever you prefer.. i DON'T CARE!)of you PASSING your n'level, is more than FAILING! dearest frens, BEST OF LUCK FOR PRELIMS AND N'LEVEL!! Labels: to break through that wall, you've gotta go through HARDSHIP
Thursday, June 25, 2009 7:52:00 PM
Labels: we will never forget you mikaeel
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 5:51:00 PM
Lady Luck's your new best friend right now. Whatever you do, you'll hit the jackpot. In Detail Even if you were halfway across the world just weeks ago, by your standards, that's still probably far too long. So when the chance to travel arrives, you'll jump on it -- and why not? Everyone deserves the chance to do what they love as often as possible during their brief time here on the third planet. Besides, when they've had their fill, it makes them ever so much easier to get along with. That goes double for ME. ILLEGAL ACTIONS: Yes, i ILLEGALLY SNUCKED out of my house just to visit my granny at lower delta today. i took my CHANCES. i told my mom NOT to worry.. when he called.. just say you don't know.. coz i rather XPLAIN my reasons to him myself.. as i don't want my dad to scold my mom fer MY deeds.. anyway.. what's past is past.. he couldn't turn back time.. and he can't STOP me from visiting my granny NO MATTER WHAT! coz i'm old enough.. and i NOE my way to my aunts house and i noe my way BACK HOME! when i got there.. all my uncles and my aunts noe about me SNEAKING OUT of my house without permission.. but they were all GLAD that i was there safe and sound and they even told me that my granny have been SEARCHING fer my VISIBILITY.. i'm sorry fer not being there fer ya granny.. i've been trying to SNEAKED out.. and i've SUCCEEDED today.. i've hit the JACKPOT! and haven't you heard..?? LADY LUCK is my NEW BESTFRIEND.. [sobs] it's been days.. and FINALLY i got to fed you again.. the UNFORGETTABLE part was when you HUGGED me granny.. i will NEVER ferget that.. and didn't SLEEP because you want to ACCOMPANY me.. i'm really TOUCHED granny.. [sobs] thanks god fer giving me such LOVE and CHANCES. GOODBYES: it was the time fer me to go home.. The FEELINGS of leaving her, just STUNG my HEART.. the JOY faded.. tears INVADED my cheeks.. i saw her hands SEARCHING fer me.. her voice was HELD back.. but i heard those WORDS.. FIGHTING to let it out! i saw those EXPRESSIONS.. ..wanting me to STAY.. i layed on her chest before going home.. she BRUSHES my hair back.. it was an UNBEARABLE feeling.. helding back my tears was just so IMPOSSIBLE.. but i managed to WIPED it away.. my cuzie PAD my back.. showing that she UNDERSTANDS how i FELT that moment.. thanks fer the CARE cuzie.. FORGIVE ME MY FRIEND: it was FARID who RANG my hp.. i told him that i'll call him back later.. but i didn't tell him EXACTLY when.. i'm so sorry.. i was really BUSY.. and i totally forgotten about the OUTING. really.. my head was so CONDEMN with wanting to meet my granny that i forget almost everything.. PLEASE forgive my IRRESPONSIBLE deed. i need you to be UNDERSTANDING with this situation i'm going through.. and i don't want to make any PROMISES that i couldn't BLOOM it.. i really feel GUILTY.. forgive me my friend. i don't EXPECT you to be by my side.. i just need you to UNDERSTAND. last three words: I'm SORRY FRIEND. CONVERSATION with noh: noh i want to apologise it to you too.. thanks fer being so UNDERSTANDING noh.. thanks fer helping me too.. taking your time FINDING and GIVING ppl's no. really am sorry.. i left my hp at my cuzie house.. i will never forget this conversation of ours.. and yea.. i had FUN.. being CRAZY and ENTERTAINING you last night.. actually.. i'm entertaining myself.. ahah but i couldn't save that conversation.. i got really HIGH didn't i.. ahah. .:nelly natalia andin:. says: you came back ols? so fast? oh bullshit!!! says: back from? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: i donnoe..? watch movie? oh bullshit!!! says: oh tk jadi hahaha hahah a lame shit only 2 ppl go so i rather not going .:nelly natalia andin:. says: two ppl? i thought got one more? i'm really sorry i didn't made it oh bullshit!!! says: she did not go hahaha .:nelly natalia andin:. says: who? oh bullshit!!! says: like mcm merepek two ppl go hahaha .:nelly natalia andin:. says: hahahaha really. i'm so sorry oh bullshit!!! says: from hua yi a girl haha .:nelly natalia andin:. says: ouh cey.. woohoo haha i'm really sorry oh bullshit!!! says: oh ok you should say sorry to farid lol coz dia nk sangat gy lol! .:nelly natalia andin:. says: what's his no.? oh bullshit!!! says: normal la .:nelly natalia andin:. says: my hp tertinggal at my couzy house sorry oh bullshit!!! says: 82691374 .:nelly natalia andin:. says: now die kat ane ah?? gosh.. oh bullshit!!! says: tah? .:nelly natalia andin:. says: he angry eh?? ala oh bullshit!!! says: dont know .:nelly natalia andin:. says: was he laughing along with you after he chat with me on the phone..? or was he.. like silent ?? oh bullshit!!! says: i dont know .:nelly natalia andin:. says: hmm.. you got farid uncle's house no.? oh bullshit!!! says: no .:nelly natalia andin:. says: awwwwww. man! i BLEW it this time damn it! oh bullshit!!! says: lol dont care la coz you busy wad? cant be blame .:nelly natalia andin:. says: thank you.. oh bullshit!!! says: lol .:nelly natalia andin:. says: but i'm not sure whether he understands oh bullshit!!! says: dont care him la dia nanti berapa hari je da ok haha .:nelly natalia andin:. says: okie la.. i'm gonna update my blog soon.. oh bullshit!!! says: ok i will wait so that can read .:nelly natalia andin:. says: and if he's ever free.. i hope he could read.. and understands my situation.. oh bullshit!!! says: hahaa ok LETTERS: To my dearest friend farid, i noe you're ANGRY or perhaps your head has gone BONKERS with my ATTITUDE but so you noe.. i have NO INTENTIONS of HURTING anyone's feelings. and if i ever did hurt yours.. or you could even say i'm a JOY KILLER fer not ATTENDING today's outing with ya and noh.. i'm am really SORRY. i just need you to UNDERSTAND my situation. i'm so sorry.. i'll do anything to make it up to you!! please.. forgive me friend. your WORST friend, nelly. to my DEAREST friend noh, i want to APOLOGISE for not attending just now outing.. that you guys had to cancelled it becoz of me.. i had no intentions of DITCHING anyone.. really. but i am really busy.. and i hope you do UNDERSTAND. forgive my IRRESPONSIBLE deed. yours truly, nelly YOU MANIAC: YOU PYSCHOTIC LOSER! IF I EVER SEE YOUR FUCKING BITCH FACE EVER AGAIN.. I'M SO GONNA STABBED YOU STRAIGHT TO YOUR THICK SKULL! I'M GONNA MAKE YOU REGRET FOR DOING THAT TO MY MOM! YESTERDAY YOU WERE LUCKY THAT I DIDN'T GET TO PUNCH YOUR ASS FACE! YOU BITCH! YOU KNEW YOU'VE GOT TO WALKED AWAY BECAUSE I WAS SO RIGHT BEHIND MY MOM AND I WAS STARING YOU STRAIGHT IN THE EYE! AND MY HANDS STARTED CLENCHING! YOU DARE TO GET CLOSE TO MY MOM.. YOU SHOULD BE DARING ENOUGH TO FACE ME MORON! AND YOU SHOULD BE READY TO FACE THE UPCOMING CONCEQUENCES..! AND YOU NOE I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR STINKIN' FACE! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE BIATCH!!!!! Labels: moments i won't FORGET
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 10:27:00 PM
how sweet.. my couzy post.. I swear i cant imagine a life WITHOUT her. i love her so much i cant bear to LEAVE her side just like that. and i ULTIMATELY love that cousin of mine who is so INDEPENDENT, RESPONSIBLE, CARING, LOVING and who is so HEARTBROKEN right now. i feel the EXACT same way as you Nelly Natalia. i feel so sad, so confused...i can't look back at that MOMENT. it made me feel the WORSE. i love GRANNY. she told me to PRAY hard to GOD. she told me that everythings gonna be ALRIGHT. but look at her now. when i look at her, her eyes HOLD mine. and i know what she's telling me. i will NENEK..i will. i want her to be well again. even though she's at HOME. dont we all deserve hapiness??? dont we believe in faith, even if its JUST a little. FAIRYTALES dont always have happy endings. but im TELLING you. this is REALITY. its DIFFERENT. we dont have magic. we dont have anything that can CHANGE in the blink of an EYE. we can only HOPE and PRAY for the best. im still wondering HOW it got to this. im not sure WHAT m gonna do next, but its SOMETHING. oh and NELLY, your last post on 20th June made me CRY inside. i may not have a heart like YOURS. but we sure can feel the same way. i learnt to LIVE dangerously. i learnt to ADAPT [science?] i learnt to make THINGS flow like how EVERYONE agrees. life wont always go your way. BUT you can make them change. IF you just put YOUR mind to it. i used to think i was HOPELESS,USELESS and much more... who i am now is DIFFERENT from who i was before. the PAST..well.... it made me SAD.. it made me CRY. not tear up, CRY.... it made me feel LONELY. i changed, i decided i NEVER wanted to look at the past again. so i packed them INTO boxes. put those boxes aside. iit didnt matter if anything happened to those boxes because i would never need them again. but now, i want to go THROUGH every memory. EMPTY the boxes. POUR 'em all out.. i dont care at all..... i just wish i could TURN back the clock and put things the way i WANTED them to be..sadky, its never GOING to happen.. if the world ENDS then, so what? i've had my life.. i just HOPE i get that LAST chance.. a HAPPY ending. thats all.. -mathilda [adeq(:] and yea.. 11 june 2009 at last we had our 3 AMIGOS outing! but this time adding one more person.. kak nana.. our elder couzy.. we ate and talk about our recent life.. and got quite a similarities going on.. haha i just MISS hanging out with them.. but yea.. we didn't took picstos this time.. donnoe y.. but we don.. and we hang out at west mall.. so we would be nearer to the HOSPITAL.. aww.. well.. i just hope i could hang out with mathilda and my sis the next time we met.. INCLUDING farisha.. Labels: MISSING you.. i thank you..
Monday, June 22, 2009 4:54:00 PM
Having to MISS and really LOVE someone could HURT sometimes.. especially when it comes to FAMILY realationships. a LOSER came along: I couldn't believe that he could be that PATHETIC! it's NOT as if it's WRONG for me to be friends with a GUY! and so you know.. this isn't the ferst time he scolded me in front of my friend..! what WRONG have i DONE?? it's not as if i'm having a relationship with him.. i was just an INNOCENT chatter! is he like telling me that.. after all this years he still doesn't know his daughter??? ouh well, of coz he doesn't!! i don't BOTHER to tell him anything bout my life EXCEPT my mom.. well, mostly my sis.. she UNDERSTANDS me BETTER than BOTH my parents.. why?? coz.. everytime i tell my parents something.. they'll NAG!! that's why! conversation w sliz on the phone after that: and so i called shahlis.. shahlis was like.. is it my fault that he's angry?? of coz NOT SILLY! he just couldn't BARE to see his little girl all GROWN up! [WHATEVER] and he just couldn't ACCEPT me of having a GUY friend.. [how LAME] sliz was like.. you might sound HAPPY.. but actually you're ANGRY.. well, a lil ANGRY but i'm kindda use to his ATTITUDE already.. so WHO CARES??! conversation with my granny on the phone: after all that happened.. i called my granny.. i chatted with her on the phone.. this time.. i'm NOT strong enough to hold in my TEARS.. i was sobing as i was talking to her.. i just tend to get EMOTIONAL when i couldn't meet her.. to HOLD her hands. to FEED her.. and to HUG her.. to show how much i CARE and will always LOVE her.. listening to her CRYING on the phone just makes my heart SORE. i had to APOLOGISED to her and EXPLAINED why i couldn't visit her.. and she said something that showed that she UNDERSTANDS why.. and so.. i said GOODBYE! which i HATE to do so! BEFORE, DURING and AFTER skul: before skul, i went to shaque's house to pass her my sim.. and so she COOKED fer me macaroni with sambal tumis.. YUMMIE! but i wasn't really hungry.. but i was thinking to packed. hahaha.. what do you EXPECT?? SAMBAL MAN! sedap! ahah! then alim text.. so i called him.. i told him i was at shaque's house.. and he said something.. but i wasn't FOCUSING.. and since his house is just next door.. he SHOUTED "BELO!!" whatever!! ahaha after that i went to skul.. and i saw.. mr. HOTTIE! ahha.. he got badminton training. lols. AWESOME hey? yep yep. after that during maths lesson.. i can't BELIEVE i was sort of.. ATTENTIVE! ahah and after math.. i kindda saw farid.. mmhmm.. as i was saying.. i went outside to eat with sliz.. faz and didi.. after my math lesson.. at ferst i really have NO APPETITE.. but sliz was like.. eat ah.. i was like okie FINE.. i eat what you eat.. and when i received the food.. my EXPRESSION changed. haha.. sliz was like.. you can eat right.. i was like.. mmhmm.. than sliz was like.. muke DISGUSTED sey.. i was like.. mmhmm.. i am.. aahha. check out the food..
ewww. haha. sorry yea.. i didn't finish up the food! well, it's becoz i felt like VOMITTING.. and the SMELL really CRAMPED my head.. hehs.. after that.. we CHILL a lil longer and went home..
Sunday, June 21, 2009 8:57:00 AM
imagine your world WITHOUT your love ones.. imagine your life is always treated with CRUELTY.. imagine your dreams are being seen as a DISGRACE to all human SOCIETY.. imagine yourself crying and begging for help in a dark empty room without anyone CARING.. all this IMAGINATION is a REALITY.. it might NOT be part of your life yet.. but it is to the people OUT there somewhere.. so please.. TREASURE your love ones when they are still living.. RESPECT each others bounderies and so there will be NO war.. OPEN up your true talent when there's OPPORTUNITY.. and if people don't like it.. you know.. your FAMILIES is always there to give you MOTIVATIONS and SUPPORT.. 20 June 2009 HAPPINESS: i felt the presence of HOPE and JOY that morning.. getting READY to bring my granny back HOME.. i wouldn't know how others would FEEL and UNDERSTAND my felt of HAPPINESS.. but i knew i enjoyed HUGGING the FAITH and BLESSINGS that god has given my family.. having her to be able to see her grandchildren again is the JOY that i had been given.. and i feel THANKFUL about that.. especially.. seeing her SMILE and wanting to eat using her mouth again.. SIDE EFFECTS: the moment i reached the hospital to pick her up.. i've realise the SIDE EFFECTS that's gonna occur.. yes i'm HAPPY to see her back home to my aunts house.. but i knew i couldn't go and visit her EVERYDAY like i use to.. due to my dad's COMMAND in his eyes.. as he fought with my aunt.. and this FEELINGS of letting go of my granny's hands just HURTS so much.. i saw her hands searching for me when i let go.. i just couldn't BARE to look into her eyes that moment.. DISCUSSIONS: i had a discussion with my sister about visiting my granny.. and now.. to visit my granny.. i had to go ALETRNATE days.. so that me and my sister could take turns of taking care of our younger brother.. bcoz we know our dad wouldn't allow us to leave our younger brother ALONE at home.. and every sunday.. we are NOT allowed to visit as our dad's at home.. this discussion just brought the wound in my heart even DEEPER.. as i have LESSER time being with my sister and the percentage of us both playing tennis is 30%. WISHES: its too bad that i have to wait a LONGER time for my birthday.. but whatever it is.. i just wish my dad will get back just FINE with my aunt.. And i wish my granny would get BETTER soon.. and i wish.. our family could get a PROPER family REUNION! i will FOREVER and ALWAYS LOVE my GRANNY! Labels: Turn my WOUND into WISDOM..
Friday, June 19, 2009 4:09:00 PM
Woohoo! its MUA frend BIRTHDAY today! introducing: Muhd. NOH! his nick is: david
our JUNE outing..
david stands SMILING. more about this David.. his CUTE.. FUNNY.. WEIRD at times.. FUN to CHAT with him.. he's a SWEET guy..aww.. i'm so sweet to say that.. haha. kidding. so gerls.. CHECK him OUT! i Ain't kidding ya.. coz.. he's gonna make you FLY in THE AIR! today.. i woke up early still whether or NOT i Slept LATE! and so, my internet is fine now.. so i chatted with sliz.. we turned on our WEBBIE! woohoo! JAKON much! ahhaa! and we took picsto.. hehs. Check it out..
Sliz is still trynna work his WebbiE. .jpg) we're having FUN! .jpg) Let's get CRAZEY! .jpg) we're the WEIRDOS! .jpg) HUH?? And there's this once sliz wanna took picsto of his so called ABBS! with a DOUBLE B i'm giving him.. gotta ADMIT its HOT! well afif is HOTTER! ahahahha! and yea.. yesterday.. i don't know which IDIOT called me.. asking to berkenalan.. like as if i'm INTERESTED! bluek! go to HELL! and i speak so RUDELY! ahah.. well.. of coz i DID! i asked that person who is he.. he didn't answer me.. and so i said.. YOU'RE WASTING MY TIME!! and tht person was like..! I'M NOT WASTING YOUR TIME!! i was like YES YOU ARE! wth??! and so i hung up.. then my mom told me not to be rude with ppl.. and so i text tht person.. SORRY WHOEVER YOU ARE. TODAY NO MOOD TO ENTERTAIN. NO PP8 AND NO TIME. NEXT TIME. WHEN I'M FREE. CHIOWS! haha! how BASTARD can i be! and that person was like..FUCK YOU GURL! BOBAL TAK DE CARE! and i was like..WELL.SORRY. THAT'S JUST ME! **wink**! haha.. den today huzaiyed text mua and said jamal PRANK called me yesterday.. and i was like.. ok.. he was like bye.. i was like CHIOWS! ahah! such SUCKERS! ppl just couldn't get me into DUMBING moments! that's just so SAD! DUCK ASS! gtg.. cheeRioS! Labels: such SORE LOSERS.
4:54:00 AM
 intorducing MY BESTFRIEND: shawnholidays.. SUX.. but i've been pretty QUIET though.. after my outing with my friends.. yea.. we went VVC. just to watch a movie. And we took PICSTO! woohoo. NOT bad. well, whatev about that.. i ain't got any mood to do BLOGGING right now.. what do you EXPECT?? its 5 am in the MORNING!!!! my dad is waking up soon as he has to go to WORK.. aww man.. anyway.. i've been all RESTLESS and CRAZY at home.. it was BORING!! and NOone wanna HANG out! DAMN it! Btw CONGRATS to the 'B' boys badminton players.. they WON the last tournament..it was on the.. 16th June if i'm not wrong.. well.. WHO CARES?! well, at night i meet up with noh and farid.. i TREAT them. it was just a SIMPLE treat. YOUR WELCOME! haha. i'm still NOT tired... but my BRAIN is! well, i've been texting mr. afif telling him STRAIGHT forward staff.. what?? i'm TIRED of keeping it all to MYSELF! BLUEK! at least he GETS my POINT.. i do wanna hang out with him AS friends. **wink** and since his english ain't that GOOD.. i'll have to speak malay.. UACK! i.. u.. i.. u..?? bLUEK! ahah.. well, i'll just have to get use to it.. and falaah.. i'm SPEECHLESS when you put her second in your life.. shahlis, farid, marzie and falaah.. thanks for having time to ENTERTAIN mua.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JUNES BORNER! ahhaha! okies.. i'll continue NEXT time readers.. cheeRioS..
4:47:00 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009 BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! What a FUCKING night I had.. I still do miss my grandma though.. Tomorrow I like so damn have chem. paper sia!! And I soooo…. Know NTH!! Ahhhhhhhhhh! 'FREAKING OUT'.. Today is the first day I'm alone in the mrt.. Haha! For the first time.. From a far dist. I went home alone..! Woohoo! I felt.. WOW! Haha!.. After that I went study.. Not exactly studying.. We played true or dare.. Funny.. And we in the public do centre parting hair! Fuck! And I was all GIDDY.. I BUMB on to people.. Haha! We took picsto and all staff..! Haha! Shhhh. My parents shouldn't know this hahaha! But still.. I'm freaking out with my chem. paper.. Anyway no one was ready..! Haha! Eng paper SUCK! Math paper SUCK! Physics.. AWESOME! D&T.. SHIT! mt.. FINE!! Dang it! Tonight.. We clapped and shouted like MAD people!! Haha! And I met AFIF .. Not exactly.. I shy ah!! Awww.. He's at home.. He.. I look at him.. And his trying to see me.. Lols.. I shy ahh.. DANG it! I saw his LUSH hair!! And you should noe that.. He noes I like him! Haha. Woohoo! Hahah! he's HOT! And just now.. We challenge eat Mac spicy.. PIECES! Hahaha! But just now the true or dare.. SHAHIRAH tak SPORTING sia! Syidah ANGRY rabak sia! WTF!! Hahah..i don wan scold shahirah.. Its like no point..! She still KERAS kepale anyway! Shahlis.. Kena scolding with the Mac auntie… ahha! BALLOON BOY! Hahaha! noh, "NO SMOKING"! Hahah ahha! I was like.. "BAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH"! Ahhaha!syidah.. "HELLO" ahahah! Hasif "goodbye"ahhaha! FUNNY sia.. Den.. Shahirah me shahlis noh and hasif went under afif house.. We talk to him.. I couldn't exactly see his face though.. Wanted to.. But I just couldn't.. I became so stiff.! Then.. Noh shahlis and hasif was like woohoo! And clapped.. But I couldn't! I was shy.. Then.. When we wan to go home.. They kindda confuse to go home.. Then they chat so loud.. So afif called out as in 'suit'.. I called out fer shahlis..Afif.. Was like.. Do you guys noe where to go..? Hahaha.. They talk loud sia! And then.. Afif thought us.. Okie.. yey!hehs. And UPDATE: I'm so out from prefectorial board" me and zaki tech.. So not talking to each other anymore..me and falaah.. Friendship.. Losing up.. SHOOT! and the other time.. Two days before prefect investiture.. Afif played badminton and stares at me coz.. I think that's also one of the fact that he noes I like him.. DANG IT! Haha! HOT! And GREAT DAY! But.. I'll have to continue with my studies now.. BTW UPDATE: my grandma got stroke.. In hospital.. She's paralyse.. I cried.. But all I noe is that.. She can make it! I have faith in her.. Yesterday.. My grandma force herself to open her eyes.. I tried to keep my tears deep in.. Okie .. Gtg.. LOVE YOU my beloved grandma! Rest well.. Get well soon.. And go home with us..! We'll take care of you! MUAX!
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Yours truly, |
