Nelly Natalia Andin
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:53:00 PM


OFFICIALLY STEPPED DOWN FROM PREFECT TORIAL BOARD..
FUCKED UP TODAY?? YES I AM! CIBAI SIA..
KENA SCOLDED BY PE TEACHER.. ZAI CIBAI..! GO FART AT MY FACE..
RUDE LA PUKI MAK! ZAI PUT AN IMPACT ON MY FACE! AND ASK FOR FORGIVENESS!
KANINALA! JJ KENA SACK.. CIBAI EINSTEIN TOOK MY PENCIL BOX..
NEXT DAY.. REALISE MY LIQUID MISSING.. WHOSE TO BE BLAME! FUCK! HIM OF COZ!
FUNNY IS IT?? IF WANNA DO DAT.. GO PRIMARY SKUL LA DEY! FUCK OFF!

.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
got see my liquid anywhere?
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
mope.. i lost my mechinal pencil -.-
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
shoot sia!
i FUCKING MAD SIA!
YESTERDAY EINSTEIN HIDE MY PENCIL BOX
CIBAI
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
fking hate ppl to borrow my stuff
always end up lost
LOL
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
WALAN
I REALLY FUCKING MAD LOR ACTUALLY JUST NOW IN CLASS..
WHEN I TOOK MY PENCIL BOX!
THEN..
I REALISE MY LIQUID GONE! FUCKED UP SIA!
I WANTED TO DO MY HW.
THEN..
WANTED TO LIQUID OFF SOME MISTAKES..
KANINA..!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
haiss..
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
THEN MY LIQUID GONE
I FUCKED UP TILL NOW I FUCKINGLY CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES!
TOO ANGRY ALREADY..
TOMORROW IF I STILL HAVEN'T GET MY LIQUID..
THEY ARE SO DEAD!!!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
fierce!
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
CIBAI KANINA FREAKS!
THINK WHAT FUNNY?
ATTITUDE LIKE SMALL KIDS!
CIBAI..
THINK WHAT??
FREE STAFF IS IT?????
NEED MANEY LA DEY!
CIBAI
MONEY*
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
hjmm.. okayt relax.. i help u find out wether einstein got take ur liquid tmr or not..
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
WHO CARES.. WHETHER OR NOT ITS HIM OR JAMAL..!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
and tmr.. imma find hu took my mechanical pencil..
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
THEY SHOULD BE BLAME CAUSE THEY'RE THE ONE WHO STUPIDLY HID MY STAFF!
FUCK SIA!
FUCKING ANGRY SIA NOW!
I LIKE WANNA BLOW UP SIA
MOTHER FUCKER
ANYWAY THIS IS YOUR FERST TIME READING ME TYPING CAPITAL LETTERS..
SHOWING THT I'M FUCKED UP!
WALAN!
CANNOT TAKE SIA..!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
COOL DOWN. I KNOW HOW U FEEL.
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
MY ANGER IS LIKE AS IF I WANNA PUNCH THEM SIA!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
AND ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME I HAD EXPERIENCE LOSING MY STUFF..
JUZ RELAX FIRST..
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
SICK AND TIRED OF SOME LOWER STANDARDS PEOPLE.. MATTER OF FACT POOR PEOPLE NO MONEY TO BUY STAFF.. THEN USE MY STAFF ENDING UP TAKE THEM!
KANINA!
NO INTEGRITY!
CIBAI!
ZAI ALSO SIA!
CIBAI~
!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
lol
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
ME ALSO!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
u shld have seen today..
hw my correction tape is being used. D=
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
THT'S WHY I'M NOW LIKE SO FUCKED UP
CIBAI SIA DEM!!
NO MONEY IS IT?????????????
KANINA!
ONCE IN A WHILE CAN AH.. THEN GIVE BACK..
THIS WAN..
EVERYDAY USE PPL STAFF..
WORSE STILL NEVER RETURN
MORONS!
NOW I FUCKINGLY NO MOOD TO DO MY HOMEWORK SIA!
BECAUSE OF THEM!
ASSHOLES!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
iots happening in my life as well..
bought a 10$ package of pencil
fren keep using it..
its like 1 pencil 1$
.:natalia N:. **LOLLIPOP** says:
YA
THEY NO MONEY IS IT?
CIBAI!
NO NEED COME SCHOOL AH..
LIKE DAT NO NEED PEY SKUL FEES..
CAN BUY AS MANY STATIONARIES THEY WANT TO!
CRAP SIA!
.:natalia N:. says:
WALAN
SO FURIOUS MAN!
UNTIL MY TEARS OF ANGER DROP SIA!
KANINA THEM LA!
WALAN~
!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
please relax.
..
though i noe we r in the same state..
well.. there is nth i can do man..
i don';t noe how to fight back and stuff..
.:natalia N:. says:
GOSH!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
u girl at least u still can.. the boys cant beat u.. lol..
.:natalia N:. says:
ARHHHH!
FRUSTRATED SIA!
WHO SAYS THEY CAN'T
IF THEY CAN... I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!
JUST NOW I BEAT ZAI
FOR BEING RUDE TO ME..
I STRANGLE ZAKI.. FOR IRRITATE ME
SO.. IF I'M ANGRY..
EINSTEIN MIGHT WAN A WARNING!
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
whoa
no wonder u look so not happy today
.:natalia N:. says:
WASN'T HAPPY SINCE LAST WEEK..
PPL SHOULD NOTICE THT..
AND SHOULDN'T MESS WITH ME THIS WEEK!
I MAY LUK HAPPY CERTAIN TIMES..
BUT DON JUDGE IT..
DEEP INSIDE.. I MIGHT BE JUST HOLDING UP 99% OF MY ANGER
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
Okay.. i understand
.:natalia N:. says:
GOSH..
I'M FEELING MUCH BETTER OLS
after talking to you
thanks shawn..
you're the best.
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
oh yea.. no problem
anyway
im very gla
*glad
ok la
sry
=.=
wronh phrasing
i thought i was the only one who was taken advantage of, i thought i was the only one who does'nt gets respect after lending ppl my personal stuff. I thought i was the only who one knows how this feels
now tt i have a partner =)
its a bad and a LIL gud situation to have a partner in this kind of situation
because they know hw u feel ^^
.:natalia N:. says:
=]
this happened since sec three
so.. yea..
i've been keeping this anger.. since last year
yep..
they so fucking crossed the line
and i understand how you feel too
=]
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
well.. its glad to hear tt..
.:natalia N:. says:
OKIES LA..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
Erm.. hey
.:natalia N:. says:
thanks for listening
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
anyways.. did u finish physics?
.:natalia N:. says:
nope..
i told you..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
^^ oh sure.. i love to be listening ear.. haha
.:natalia N:. says:
i wanted to do.
but now no mood..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
.
. under so much tension, pressure..
.:natalia N:. says:
pray hard that my mood will come back pure
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
haha.. help is here ^^ anything juz ask me =) provided i have it. LOL
.:natalia N:. says:
really..?
i do need help..
can i call you??
coz..
i need off comp..
i got..
three pieces of phy..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
hmm.. sure.. lol..
.:natalia N:. says:
one chem..
4 ws mt..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
electricity no nid to do..
.:natalia N:. says:
one eng
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
oh ya,.. i haven do chem.. dun wanna do..
.:natalia N:. says:
cool..
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
english i don bother..
mt i dont have any.. haha.. im not in the mood to do any homework as well..
s..
.:natalia N:. says:
hahha
lols..
okies la..
gtg..
i call you in a few mins time.
bye
. ::.Mr.Reckless.:: . [So many Questions. So many Anwers, So many doubts. ] says:
okay.. bye then..

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Monday, April 27, 2009 8:35:00 PM


yea.. day by day.. problems by problems..
but friends aren't by me most of the time.. yes, i can be CRAZY at times..
yes, i can be ANNOYING at times.. yes, i can be a FREAK at times..
yes, i can be OUT OF CONTROL at times.. but that's all the bad
things that you guys can remember bout me.. have you guys ever
thought.. of all the times that i've been there for you guys..? standing up for
you guys..? the times when i don mind SACRIFICING my time to
ENTERTAIN you guys with some lame games that you guys brought up..?
i'm not trying to reiterate bout the past.. but i'm sick and tired of you guys..
thinking bad staff about me.. what happened to the SINCERITY of your thank you?
you mean.. after all i've done.. you guys say thank you w/o meaning it..?
sometimes i wonder whether you guys even have a heart.. to accept one mistake that
have been apologised by someone from the bottom of his/ her heart..

it was an accident.. i' warned you twice NOT to irritate me.. but you choose to COnTINUE..
how can i NOT get all FUCKED uP?! gosh.. and when i strangled you..
you sound CHOKED.. but.. you don't show that you care.. i felt.. there's no use of killing you..
as you don seem to have any feelings at all..what are you..? an ALIEN or something???
i SPARE your life! i walked away.. you decided not to care.. and walked away.. fair enough..
but when i felt the guilt.. i decided to picked up the cards.. and apologised to you.. but you told me.. that you hate people apologising to you.. WHAT THE HELL?? how do think i felt that moment..? gosh..! you're the most HEARTLESS person i've ever met! DAMN IT!and when i heard.. about you lying to ms nada about what happened.. and told me that you wanted me to be by your side.. and so i asked you to follow me.. end up.. you told me that you're definitely not meeting her..! WTH!!! i HATE you.. MATTER OF FACT I LOATHE YOU!
so.. many problems went up to me.. i couldn't concentrate on my studies.. but there's this part when.. i had FUN though.. me, hasif, fazin, shahlis, syidah and shahirah watched jgn tegur.. and i was like DISTURBING shahirah.. but ending up.. i'm shouting like at every single scene.! haha..
shahlis.. very violent.. hasif no reactioN.. WIERD! shahirah shocked ones twice.. then.. eat eat eat.. lol.. so many diff. ppl.. fazrin.. almost closed his eyes.. hahahha!





at night i chatted with qamarul.. so many to talk about.. hahahaha! sunday.. i chatted with him.. then.. fell asleep.. at least i think so..!! HAAHHA! the next day monday.. didn't meet up with ms nada.. dang it! then.. had prefect staff.. BORING! haah.. den.. watch hottie play badminton! hahahahah! whatev! but yea.. SILLY me to trust INFRARED! shoot! i called david.. and shahlis. david told me that he fergotten to tell me that infrared's mouth won't shut wan! shahlis.. i'll help ask fer you.. thanks shahlis! and david.. thanks fer telling me infrared kindda person.. after the thing HAD HAPPENED a few MINS AGO! hahaha.. whatev.. afif do have the rights to noe.. blablabla!
our past chat..
.:natalia N:. says:
he's HOT!
haha
hey..
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
the cousin its HOTTER
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
hahahasure not?
haha.
you're fine
=]
can i ask you sumthing..?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
im fine?
lawl
.:natalia N:. says:
fine as in..
you got the looks too
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
awww !
.:natalia N:. says:
haha
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
haha
what euu wanna ask ?
.:natalia N:. says:
afif wat kindda person?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
ermm
hes fun , cool , easy going , shyshy andd open minded , i mean really OPEN minded. haha. plus
his my cousin !
.:natalia N:. says:
hahaha
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
*he's
.:natalia N:. says:
open minded?
awesome..i think..
at least tht's wat we tend to do in class always
ahah
tok epnly
openly*
haha'
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lols
.:natalia N:. says:
is he nice?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
ilove todaee
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
hahah
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
is he nice?
.:natalia N:. says:
today's great!
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
duhh !!!!!
.:natalia N:. says:
yep..
ahhaha..
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
afif siols
.:natalia N:. says:
he got the innocent look
cute
ahah
my ferst time falling fer a guy younger then me..
can you believe me??
wtf?
me?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
hahaa
.:natalia N:. says:
like someone younger?
gosh..
he's lucky
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lols
.:natalia N:. says:
haha
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
LUCKY !
woaaa !
.:natalia N:. says:
ahah
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
big word to use ayee
.:natalia N:. says:
as in..
he's cute..
and confirm.. alot of gerls wan him
DUH!
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
ermm
all i can sayy
is he fun to be with
.:natalia N:. says:
to be frank..
i like him since... the day i wan ferget dinie..
but dat time..
i couldn't like him.. coz.. dinie kept on flash2 in my mind..
BLUEK!
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lols
.:natalia N:. says:
as in b4 sports day
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
eh ayim wish me siols
.:natalia N:. says:
ahha
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
shock
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
so cool
ahhaha
you're 16.. huh?? and im like.. way younger
haha
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
yeaaa
.:natalia N:. says:
ahha
his b'dae when?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
his who ?
*i mean who is he ?
.:natalia N:. says:
afif
s
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
not sure eh
.:natalia N:. says:
i gip you comment
=]
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
at ?
.:natalia N:. says:
frenster
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lawl
never use fwensta anymre siahh
bt nehmind
thanks
later i opeen
or i open now then
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
hahah..
same..
but..
your b'dae must put there..
eh..
i wan delete fwenster sia..
suckish onnie
haah
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
that the whyee
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
haah
and yea..
is it weird fer me to like your couz?
just say it..
truthfully..
i'll ferget bout him..
anytime..
you wan me to..
frens ferst
=]
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
noo ..
i don mindd ler
he's my cousin !
lols
if he make you happy
then im happy
.:natalia N:. says:
awwww..
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
x)
.:natalia N:. says:
so sweet
=]
you make me cry sia
gosh
so sweet
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
LAWL !
.:natalia N:. says:
=]
touching man
i'm so gonna post it in my blog
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
HAHA
.:natalia N:. says:
so..
you done your homework ols?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
e
later maybee
.:natalia N:. says:
yea..
like lazy sey..
but i like so paniking fer MYE
AHHHHHHHHHH!
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
hahaha
chill
.:natalia N:. says:
aren't ya afraid?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
er
sort of
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
wanna have a study group ?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
anything lor
.:natalia N:. says:
okie then..
tired man..
i must do hw now..
den.. night i sleep early..
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
ohh
.:natalia N:. says:
wake up early watch match
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
im doin it at night
.:natalia N:. says:
blaaaaa
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
mayb
.:natalia N:. says:
its so the wrg time fer me to be lazy sia
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lols
there still time to buckup
.:natalia N:. says:
yea..
tht's wat i told myself..
it may have the time..
but is there.. any room fer me.. to buck up.. if i'm use to my laziness
shoot
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lolsss
.:natalia N:. says:
sleepy man
hey..
do i act like a guy in school?
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
noooo
lols
.:natalia N:. says:
thx
s
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
gtg
better take good care of my cousin !!!
.:natalia N:. says:
haha
as if..
lols
i wish
bye
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
if u hurt him ? i swore i'll hurt u more !
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
hahah
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
it a treaten
haha
.:natalia N:. says:
i will never
its threaten
not treaten
haha
i like him..
'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says:
lols
u get what i meant
.:natalia N:. says:
more than dinie
hah
hah
yea
i do
don worry
haha
i will never wan to hurt him
haha
i barely noe him

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Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:17:00 AM


cant believe this week could be.. the STUPIDIEST week ever!
had a fight with zaki 4T1.. long story..
stood up for a friend.. noh, infrared and wan treat me.. AWESOME..
thanks! went speech day.. CCA recognition day.. saw 'him' hottie! hha
when wanna go home.. saw him.. Yey-Ya! wanna hang out w wan.. saw.. hottie
with noh all.. hot! ahahhaahahhaha! after that saw qamarul..
me introuble bout cards thingi.. SHOOT! whatev now.. sleepy..
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY MY FRIENDS! and falaaah thx fer the rose tissue.
lol.. bye.. cheeRioS!

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Thursday, April 23, 2009 7:20:00 PM


Monday, April 13, 2009
hmm ...i got a crush w sumone ...
hmm ...i juz hope i cud b w hym ...sumtink bout hym attracts me ...but i dunno wat ...so called i would juz wait fer hym ...but lyf goes on ryte ...so ...by keeping me busy w studies ...i hope it will help me to be free frm r'ships fer a while ...i nvr thod tt he wud cum by my hse yesterday ...he came at 9 plus ...haiz ...e feeling of missing hym juz faded away ...n i felt tt i wanna hug hym ...but i can't ...coz ...till nw i dunno hiz feelings towards me is wat ...i juz nid to ferget FALAAH ...he is e one i love so much last tyme ...he had a new bestfriend ... NELLY NATALIA ...so ... i hope they wud b happy always ...all i gotta sae tt i reali miz hym ...n i nid to ferget all bout hym ...n juz keep e memories deep inside my hart ...

Pasted from <http://suriyaidiot.blogspot.com/>

Nelly: she made me feel deep guiltiness being friends with falaah.. Make me feel guilty for telling falaah.. She make me feel as if she hate me for stealing falaah away from her.. but the day when she wrote this.. i was quite away away from falaah what..? at least i was trying.. blrr..aiyai!

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 5:36:00 PM


happy birthday SHAHLIS!!!
woooooooohhhhoooooooooo! darn!!

someone's 16th BIRTHDAY! HOLA!
check him out yall! a FINE boy becoming..
a man.. but NOT yet! ahahha! and the chat i had
with ya.. it's the sweetest thing i've ever
gotten from ya.. i don care whether or not its a
dialogue.. but its sweet.. and touching.. sob! lol!
and the closest random chat i've ever had!
i hope you have the GREATEST SPLAT day of your LIFE
today and forever! last week.. i remembered.. when you were
still 15.. tricked me about physics wb.. hahahaha! the
FUNNIEST! i'm so STM! i go tell mr. teo i never bring.. but actually..
its with him.. you guys told me.. its with us.. mean bean!
and.. i cannot ferget.. how the MONSTER gave me the fuck face!
and alif was like.. nelly.. when she come.. call her fuck face.. hahha..
then.. i was like.. no.. find a safe place away from the monster so that we won't
be DESTROYED! ahaha! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! 15 days to MYE! burpp!
ahhaha! gosh.. avan suck.. he made me cry.. miss talking to falaah though..
and evan.. seems to steal my friends!! UACK! but whatev!!.. i may revolve around
ppl.. but at the same time.. they have to revolve around me! DUH!
and.. shahirah.. don feel.. bad.. if i never tell you who i like... and.. don feel..
like an outcast when you're with us.. try change or create another topic.. to AVOID..
feeling LONELY.. aite.. i just now.. no intentions of making you feel left out..
its just tht i didn't realise you were there when i was telling syidah who i like..
its nothing "SPECIAL" remember?..

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Monday, April 13, 2009 1:34:00 AM


6 Aprl 09,
it was our UNLUCKY day. i mean.. naah!! its shahliz's unlucky day.. lol..
is it becoz of jamal?? maybe?? i almost fergotten to talk about sports day, 3rd apr 09...
sports day was great except fer the part when shahliz fell flat on to the track during his 100m run.. he could have gotten the 3rd place a brought back that STUPID trophy! but he fell!! he's
disqualified dang it! at ferst, the atmosphere was great.. ppl cheering and jeering.. but when it came to the part when shahliz fell.. everyone froze.. gosh.. the same BLOODY event two ppl fell.
the ferst was a chinese guy.. then after was shahliz.. i mean come on ppl..! nelly.. nelly.. nelly! STOP iT! what's past is past.. i mean.. yea.. my expectations fer him was.. ya noe.. FAIR.. but let by gones be by gones.. or is it.. a friend of mine said let be gones be be gones.. lol..! hmm.. i wonder who said that.. LUCKY to have an STM! ahah.. ouh well. lets carry on shall we?? ouh yes..jamal wasn't at the stadium.. and also absent from skul on 6 apr 09.. me dinie shahliz zaki... anyway.. those who didn't bring or didn't do was asked to stand up.. duh! SYF ppl were saved. zaki, asiddiq, grace, and some other were saved too.. thanx to falaah! and.. after that when ms ng asked shahlis all to sit, they just settled down without saying thank you.. well shahliz hevn't even sat down.. and after ms ng said.. just sit only ah.. no! stand up back! shahliz was like thank you ms ng.. and ms ng was like.. no! too LATE! and JELING him.. how IMMATURE! ahaha! FUCKING SHIT TEACHER! then.. after she left the classroom.. shahlis.. asked me and syiduh to sing.. "rumah terbakar panggil bomba.. bombe datang berlumbe lumbe.."(that's all i noe) in oprah version.. to me.. it was to boring.. so i asked syiduh to rap fer me.. and i do the "beatbox" ahaahhahahahaa! LAME huh? but i was all CRAZY! aahah. and guess what noh and hasif sang yaw!! i mean both have their own UNIQUE ability of singing.. it's just that they have to learn how to control it. but i know that when it comes at joining their voices together.. its a MIRACLE of gods gift. on tuesday.. what hell..?? cikgu got all FRUSTRATED coz so many ppl didn't do her work.. speaking about that.. i FUCKING FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY KARANGAN!! ouh SHOOT! then falaah told me he felt INSULTED with me joking around with beatboxing.. sorry hey.. i didn't mean to INSULT you.. i'll STOP it.. aite..? on wed.. i can't believe that i PASS my probability test!!! woohoo! COOL huh?? At last!! my spirit fer math is BACK on the track!
and ya.. wat up with her????? i mean.. i pass my 2.4 run.. SHOOT! that shows how DETERMINED i was! FUCK ass! there's a NO need to call me slow! AND saying all the.."fer the ferst time i DEFEATED you.." defeat?? to me.. i have NO feelings of defeat! mas arm HURTS! I was having a stomach CRAMP!(gerls thing).. my whole leg was having a muscle strain..! and my SHIT was at the end of my ASS! GOD DAMN IT! i have my own reasons.. the only sense of defeat i will receive.. is that if you could beat my trial test.. 12.06.. can you beat that?? SUCKER! you got more than that! FUCK OFF gerl! you suck your world.. so don suck mine! i mean what's the matter with you..?? i didn't say anything bout you..! i didn't insult you! so leave me ALONE! on thurs.. i didn't go to skul.. i mean i wanted to.. at least late will do.. but.. the FUCKING polyclicnic.. were full of FOOLS! ahaha! kidding2.. anyway it was the ferst time i went there with my sis.. we enetered.. we were a total BLUR SOTONG! seriously..! we didn't even know what to do.. and i went out of there w/o a stamp??? i mean.. do i have to? anyway ethan and den co allow me to not take the test till the day of 22 apr 09..! actually.. i'm starting to recover though..
my leg is too.. after the practice of a standing broad jump.. i hurt my muscle.. and fell.. i cried! CB! pain sia! then on fri.. me and eeaa meet mr tan.. do some research on d&t! then.. played guitar.. song along.. play some skateboarding.. hahaha.. okie.. am done! cheeRioS homies! ahahah!

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Friday, April 10, 2009 12:32:00 AM







monday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you!
happy AGING day to MAMA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO you!
hahahahha! LOVE ya MOM! may all you wishes come true!
may ALLAH guide you the right path ALWAYS!
this week.. is a BOOHOO and a WOOHOO week!!
welcome back JJ!! i MISS ya!! especially ya draggie shoes!! lols!
thanks fer the Turkish delight!! although i don like it! hahaha! and
the chocolate you bought from turkey! woohoo! FREAKING nice!
and its nice to noe about your religion.. during ms. christina ng's lesson!!
Yey-Ya! NO lesson fer us!! ahah.. noh ate the turkish delight..and the powder was at his CHEEK! LOL! he never pass at EATING this kindda food! ahahha! during recess.. chat with rahim fer awhile.. didn't notice dinie sneaky sneaky behind me when i said.. i LOVE dinie.. in the conversation! SHOOT him! then.. when i walked away.. i overheard dinie
said i paisey ols! LER..DER! of coz! and that's when i started to dislike him.. a lil!
i mean which DAMN person would want to make the girl EMBARRASSE! he SUCK!
ahhhh! during D&T.. i asked zaki.. should i ferget dinie..? zaki was like maybe.. coz one straight look only dinie play2. he's NOT the serious type! he's IMMATURE! i was HURT!
but i kindda agree with zaki though! hey3! i got a CRUSH on someone new! but no matter what.. i couldn't stop thinking about dinie! and guess what..?? noh and hasif talk dirty..hey.. nelly.. you did too!! ahaha! foooooh! aisey bro! gua CAYA sama LU! ahahhahahahahahaha!
so UNLIKE me! LOL!
tuesday.. during recess.. i DARN had FUN and LAUGH alot! zaki and jamal DAMN FUNNY!
hahaha! DISTURB2 hafizah.. lol! don take it personally yea? they were just JOKING! lol!
but i also felt SAD when i overheard them takingout a topic about..(i rather keep it to myself)..
and now.. i tryna ferget bout dinie yaws! the FUNNY part was that.. during SS lesson.. i wanna seat beside shawny.. but E.ng.. don allow.. ME.. my LIES.. my DRAMA and FRENS! ahaha!
SHOOT SHIT! alif and dinie were like!! LIE LIE! lols! GO AWAY ppl!
end up i sat with shahlis and jamal! lol.! still had fun though! played arm wrestling too! ahahaa! and they very SIAN! WORM also they like never see before! lol! den.. on wed.. did.. our PE.. 40 secs of standing broad jump.. shuttle run.. and push ups! siao ah??! den.. my hand HURTS.. my leg hurts.. the next day.. the whole class.. body all hurt! same!! ahaha! EXCEPT fer those who went fer 2.4 km run!

side talk..
SHOOT! i MISS the times when dinie always stayed my my side.. RANDOMLY..
but i really MISS those times.. perhaps.. i ONLY like him LAST time..?? and now,
PLANNING to.. MOVE ON!

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Thursday, April 9, 2009 3:00:00 PM


EH GIRL! STOP WITH ALL FUCKING JEALOUSY! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I'M CLOSE WITH HIM..! ANYWAY.. YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO KNOW ME BETTER!! AS YOU USED TO CALL ME AS YOUR"SIS" AND "BESTFRIEND"! MATTER OF FACT.. I'VE NEVER TREAT YOU ANY OF THAT SINCE SEC TWO..!! YOU'RE JUST A NORMAL FRIEND! I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO ACUSE ME OF BEING TOGETHER WITH HIM!!! I TRIED TO FORGET ALL OF IT!! BUT I KEPT ON REFLECTING..! AND I REGRETED TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY FROM HIM.. AS HE'S THE GREATEST FRIEND I'VE EVER MET..! YOU KNOW WHAT..??!! IF ONLY YOU KNEW ME DEEPLY.. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I WOULD NEVER WANT TO HURT ANY OF MY FRIENDS! BUT YOU WENT TO FAR.. I MADE A MISTAKE FOR NOT TELLING YA ABOUT HIS FIRST PERFORMANCE..! DUDE! I FORGOTTEN!! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT..? FOR YOUR INFO.. I'VE BEEN HAVING THIS "STM" THING GOING ON..! AND.. YOU ASKING ME.. DID I GAVE HIM ANY PRESENTS..?? I MEAN DUDE..!! SO WHAT IF I DID?? ITS A FRIEND THING.. YOU KNOW WHO I LIKE.. AND IT'S DEFINITELY NOT HIM!! HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD STEAL HIM FROM YOU??? ANYWAY HE'S NOT WITH YOU ANYMORE..!! SO.. IT'S UP TO HIM WHO HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH..! AND YOU KNOW WHAT..?THIS IS WHAT I WROTE INSIDE MY HANDBOOK..BUT I REGRETED STAYING AWAY A LIL FROM HIM!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISS TALKING TO HIM!! GOSH! THIS SUCK! JUST BECAUSE.. OF YOU.. I AND HIM NOT CLOSE.. I MEAN.. I DON WANNA BE TOO CLOSE.. BUT TO ME.. HE'S A GREAT FRIEND THAT'S ALL..!! AND YA KNOW WHAT GIRL..?? YOU'VE BEEN CRITISIZING ME AT MY FACE.. CARE NOT WHETHER THERE'S PEOPLE! YOU SUCK..! I KEPT QUIET! FUCK ASS SHIT! SO WHAT IF I LOOK THAT WAY?? I WANT TO BE THAT WAY! THAT'S HOW I WANNA DRESS UP..!! WHO ARE YOU TO STOP ME??? AND KEEP YOUR COMMENT TO YOURSELF BITCH! I GIVE A FUCK BOUT YOUR LIFE NO MORE SLUT! AND BTW.. I'M THE ONE WHO INTRODUCE YOU TO HER.. AND NOW YOU'RE TRYING TO BE CLOSE TO HER.. AND YOU SUCCEEDED TAKING MY FRIEND.. HAPPY??? I DON GIVE A FUCK..!! I DONNOE WHAT BAD STAFF YOU TOLD HER BOUT ME.. BUT SHE'S STUPID IF SHE EVER AGREES WITH YOU.. AS SHE DON EVEN NOE ME! OUH.. AND YA.. SO WHAT IF YA GOT BETTER TIMING FER 2.4 RUN! I GOT MY REASONS..! THERE'S NO NEED OF SAYING I'M SLOW FREAK! YOUR TIMING DIDN'T EVEN BEAT MY PAST TIMING.. SO DON PUT YOUR HOPE TOO HIGH.. SHIT! AND YEA.. DON EVEN TRY BEING NICE TO ME IN SCHOOL!! COZ I GIVE A SHIT BOUT YOU NO MORE 'WSBFA'!! NEVER CAME CROSS MY MIND THAT YOU COULD BE SO MEAN.. UNTIL NOW!!

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Sunday, April 5, 2009 12:16:00 AM


soccer UPDATES!
4 April 2009

Home : Away

Chelsea VS n'castle Uni
0 : 2

Chelsea spoiled Newcastle United manager Alan Shearer's first match in charge with this victory.

Fabricio Coloccini's error on 56 minutes allowed Frank Lampard to poke the ball through to Nicolas Anelka, and when his chipped shot came back off the woodwork, Lampard headed into the empty net.
Having established a lead, Guus Hiddink's side settled into a comfortable rhythm, retaining possession and making their hosts chase the ball.
Florent Malouda increased the advantage in the 65th minute with a close-range finish from Lampard's pass.

Arsenal VS Man city
2 : 0

Emmanuel Adebayor inspired Arsenal to a 2-0 win over Manchester City, scoring two goals.

The Togo striker headed his first after eight minutes thanks to Cesc Fabregas' free-kick, the midfieler playing for the first time since his lengthy injury lay off.
Adebayor netted his second just after half-time, rounding City goalkeeper Shay Given after another sublime pass from Fabregas

Liverpool Vs Fulham

An injury-time winner from Yossi Benayoun sent Liverpool back to the top of the Barclays Premier League.

The Merseysiders left it late but thoroughly deserved the victory which puts them two points clear of Manchester United who have two matches in hand.
Fernando Torres, Xabi Alonso and Andrea Dossena all hit the woodwork in the first half as Liverpool struggled to turn their dominance into goals but substitute Benayoun snatched a dramatic victory to dent Fulham's hopes of qualifying for Europe.


update.. 5th April 2009 match;

man utd VS aston villa!

LOATHE MAN U! so, support Aston Villa!
look forward to this GAME!

TEAM Pld Pts
Liverpool 31 67
Man Utd 29 65
Chelsea 31 64
Arsenal 31 58
Aston Villa 30 52
Everton 30 48
West Ham Utd 31 44
Wigan Athletic 30 41
Fulham 31 40
Man City 31 38
Tottenham 31 38
Bolton 31 37
Stoke City 31 35
Blackburn 31 34
Hull City 31 34
Portsmouth 30 33
Sunderland 31 32
Newcastle 31 29
Middlesbrough 31 27
WBA 31 24



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