after dismissal i walked out of school with shahlis, checked out my inbox.

a text from my dad, "To all my love. FYI, this weekends, 15 and 16th of may 2010, we're shifting or you could say moving out to Yishun. Be prepare and pack all your belongings in woodlands." it's been days since im away from woodlands. i have been staying in teresaville with my cousins at tiong bahru to study and refrain from seeing and fighting with my dad. tried to acclimate in woodlands but in vain. noise everywhere. reminiscing through out in the train weren't sure how to react once i move to Yishun. i mean, life have been pretty rough on me now and then. be it environment or my dad.

called up my mom after dismissal on friday. i asked her if i should go back to woodland. well, obviously she said yes and told me that i could take my school staff in tiong bahru on sunday. i remembered the first time i shifted out from boon lay. everything just went chaotic, every second. looking out the window and im further away from my friends. it feels as if my first love left me. nevertheless, i tried to stay strong.

relationships between my family didn't went so well. i never express myself to my peeps. Now, it's 15 may 2010, 9.35am. the day when my best cousin is returning to singapore and hang out with me and dude but instead everything ruin our plans. now im not sure when he's going back to malaysia. i hope the day is not soon.

kept turning my head to watch the time on the clock hanging on the wall. 9.44am. people bringing large quantities of boxes are coming their way to woodland and im going to have to pack up all my staff again. moving further away from friends. im not sure if whatever that had happened or is happening is going to make my life jubilant to move on. the neighbours there aren't friendly at all. god, im breaking down.