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Sunday, March 28, 2010 10:40:00 AM
Bismillah-ir rahmaan-ir rahiim.  people are starting to call me, emo, sensitive, loner, boring and arrogant. yes i'm miss "no fun" now but you guys never felt the tension that arose in me. it never occur to your head that someone is having a hard time in life because everyone thinks typically that there's always someone else who have faced bigger challenges or perhaps you are in the same situation. just for ones, think beyond the situation, not everyone can face these challenges with a smile. some might just cry day and night even more end their life with no effort. so, what is worth? accusing them for being weak, label them as non-humanity or just show some concern and you are the ones who light up their day? a moment of rapture is appreciatted. to my dearest friends, i'm sorry if i have ever show an impression of arrogancy. if ever that word came over to your head, have you ever ponder of asking me questions like 'why have i change in my sense of character?' or even 'why have i not talk to you even in greetings?' instead of incriminating me. In the eyes of my friends or even strangers who have seen me during my brighter days, please understand that everyone change and there's always matters that made or forced them to. If you feel like talking or greeting me, please do, dont stop yourself for doing so. the least i'll give you is a smile. you'll make me feel that my existance are recognise. after the problems the world have given us, a thought occur: i am everyone else but i don't want to be part of the world, i'm just a drifter. stuck in-between time, unknown when i'll be set free. trying to grasp each day with an open arms, unknown what i would find along the way. trying to keep an open mind. **praying for the better in me and the people around me.** Amiin. Labels: crying to myself.. |
Yours truly, |
