Nelly Natalia Andin
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 7:52:00 PM


i MISSED that moment.


i woke up at 8.30am. Went into the toilet 15 times in a day. showered twice in the morning and ones in the afternoon.puke more than ones. i kept on shitting. i can barely stand.. well, i tried standing tho.. 5 secs later, i drop on the floor. damn it. i wanted to go fer the bbq guys. but im so sorry i couldnt..i thot, by the time its 8 pm.. i could get better.. but instead it got worse.. my temp rose to 38.8. im so sorry.. and the reason why i didn't call anyone that night was because i didn't want to disturb while you guys are having fun.. so yea..im so sorry. omg falaah! i missed your food. dang it.. anyway.. around 1pm, farihah and shawn came to my house to help me out with the cooking.. i was too sick.. i kept on lying down. trust me.. you guys haven't seen what shawn and farihah saw.. me lying down on the kitchen floor.... i felt bad.. coz.. i only have the energy to give them instructions... and i didn't even taste their first time cooking.. when they asked me to.. buy i felt like puking.. im so sorry guys.. but im glad you guys finished up all the food. that night i was touched when my mom took care of me. i was trembling. i told her that i missed thee bbq night. my words were trembling. she told me.. my situation was critical, but i stood strong. i slept at 9.15pm.. but my mom woke me up at 12.30pm to fed me my medicine. im lucky that i have someone there to take care of me. 


Although i missed that moment,

i hope you guys felt my presence. 

all i want is you guys to be happy. ;)

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