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Saturday, December 5, 2009 10:03:00 PM
 as i grow older, i realise every year, that day will come. ive never felt so numb during that "special" day of mine for three years straight. crying during that day is never an option. he's always working. ive been waiting to take a family picture during my day, but he's alwa not there. and im always celebrating alone, sometimes.. doing nothing.. sometimes with sis and mom. bro?? melacca. pfffft. arghhh! i never wan to remember my birthdate. sometimes, when i asked someone.. i didnt remember mine but they had to ask. eeerrrgghhhh! *tears*. im so not looking forward for this year. im not gonna care whether there will be wishes or not or cake or presents. whatever. ill just go play tennis with sis. do prayers with friends and slack. DONE. Labels: 121293. fast forward.. |
Yours truly, |
