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Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:20:00 PM
Do you noe how STRESSFUL it is being in school?? Problems are always there to DISTRACT our concentration. While teachers are teaching, all that went through our minds are just bla bla bla.. yap yap yap. and our eyes are always focused on the clock.. waiting for the bell to rang either for recess or dismissal time. it's like becoming a habit to each and everyone of us. these is why today i've decided to stay at home and concentrate on my studies. although i miss my fellow frens, but i noe this is for my own good frens can come later.. right..? they are just illusions (no offence, but i need to keep this in mind until n'level are over). Anyway, tonight i meet up with my dearest shawn and went for our night study. After that, i saw noh and shahlis entering the library. i've gotta admit, i kindda miss noh though. MISS you NOH! haha.random, but i mean it. ^^. anyways, jia jin, alim, zhi ching, toni, ewan, eeaa, syidah, rasyidah, amalina, sheerah, alex, cynthia, jie wen and etc were there. MISS YOU ppl. to my sweet gerlfren eeaa, don get upset by my words just now aite..?? i was just joking. the truth is that after the joke, i couldn't remember that i was still joking around with you that's why i went back to my seat. i apologise fer hurting your feelings by my words, fergetfulness and my stupidity. i hope you felt better after i talk things out with you just now. love you gerl, no matter what i said just now, during the JOKE session, i swear i didn't mean any of it. sorry. i wan to see you smile again tomoro. Lots of sweet(sticky), nelly. =D Tonight, before going home, me and shawn spent time together, DANCING!! ahah. how awesome. this is the kindda thing that shawn and i have been longing for. although, the starting was a bit embarrassing, there were people passing by. at the same time they were looking at us. arghhhhh!! can we have some privacy here??? shiish! haha. nelly!! this is a free country,you noe. ahah. L-A-M-E! haha. anyways, there are several times, where people are looking at us and shawn took out his phone and was like, "hello. yes i'm coming home mom." and i was like LAUGHING my ASS OFF! gosh i've been longing for those crack ups! ahahahahaha! and i thought my laughter was gone forever. SHIT! thanks shawny! you're the best! i'm so looking forward for the next dance lesson hahahhaha! BEAT IT! BEAT IT! NO ONE WANTS TO BE DEFEATED! SHOW 'EM HOW FUNKY, STRONG IS YOUR FIGHT! IT DOESN'T MATTER, WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHT, JUST BEAT IT! to my rockstar alim, CHEER up will ya??? hehs. don worry aite..?? i wan ya to concentrate on your studies ferst okies.. let us all aim to sec 5 and you can still see ___ next year. you are NOT UGLY! you don look like shit! matter of fact you look better now. the ferst time i saw you, i knew you were one of those nice ppl as long as we get to noe each other despite your looks but i've realise you look BIRGHTER since i got to noe you! all you've gotta do is to always smile aite..?? and at any point of time you feel like toking or expressing your thots and feelings, i'm always here or even there to give you a listening ear and my shoulder is always there for you to shred your tears. it's ok to tear up infront of your frens ones in awhile. we understand. well, at least i do. i hope you can be a lil more open to your frens so at least we can comfort you. smile aye?? i'll never wan to miss us in action, together with LAUGHTER, FUN and YOUTH! Labels: living with illusions are destracting at times. but they do bring us joy. |
Yours truly, |
