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Monday, April 27, 2009 8:35:00 PM
yea.. day by day.. problems by problems.. but friends aren't by me most of the time.. yes, i can be CRAZY at times.. yes, i can be ANNOYING at times.. yes, i can be a FREAK at times.. yes, i can be OUT OF CONTROL at times.. but that's all the bad things that you guys can remember bout me.. have you guys ever thought.. of all the times that i've been there for you guys..? standing up for you guys..? the times when i don mind SACRIFICING my time to ENTERTAIN you guys with some lame games that you guys brought up..? i'm not trying to reiterate bout the past.. but i'm sick and tired of you guys.. thinking bad staff about me.. what happened to the SINCERITY of your thank you? you mean.. after all i've done.. you guys say thank you w/o meaning it..? sometimes i wonder whether you guys even have a heart.. to accept one mistake that have been apologised by someone from the bottom of his/ her heart.. it was an accident.. i' warned you twice NOT to irritate me.. but you choose to COnTINUE.. how can i NOT get all FUCKED uP?! gosh.. and when i strangled you.. you sound CHOKED.. but.. you don't show that you care.. i felt.. there's no use of killing you.. as you don seem to have any feelings at all..what are you..? an ALIEN or something??? i SPARE your life! i walked away.. you decided not to care.. and walked away.. fair enough.. but when i felt the guilt.. i decided to picked up the cards.. and apologised to you.. but you told me.. that you hate people apologising to you.. WHAT THE HELL?? how do think i felt that moment..? gosh..! you're the most HEARTLESS person i've ever met! DAMN IT!and when i heard.. about you lying to ms nada about what happened.. and told me that you wanted me to be by your side.. and so i asked you to follow me.. end up.. you told me that you're definitely not meeting her..! WTH!!! i HATE you.. MATTER OF FACT I LOATHE YOU! so.. many problems went up to me.. i couldn't concentrate on my studies.. but there's this part when.. i had FUN though.. me, hasif, fazin, shahlis, syidah and shahirah watched jgn tegur.. and i was like DISTURBING shahirah.. but ending up.. i'm shouting like at every single scene.! haha.. shahlis.. very violent.. hasif no reactioN.. WIERD! shahirah shocked ones twice.. then.. eat eat eat.. lol.. so many diff. ppl.. fazrin.. almost closed his eyes.. hahahha!                    at night i chatted with qamarul.. so many to talk about.. hahahaha! sunday.. i chatted with him.. then.. fell asleep.. at least i think so..!! HAAHHA! the next day monday.. didn't meet up with ms nada.. dang it! then.. had prefect staff.. BORING! haah.. den.. watch hottie play badminton! hahahahah! whatev! but yea.. SILLY me to trust INFRARED! shoot! i called david.. and shahlis. david told me that he fergotten to tell me that infrared's mouth won't shut wan! shahlis.. i'll help ask fer you.. thanks shahlis! and david.. thanks fer telling me infrared kindda person.. after the thing HAD HAPPENED a few MINS AGO! hahaha.. whatev.. afif do have the rights to noe.. blablabla! our past chat.. .:natalia N:. says: he's HOT! haha hey.. 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: the cousin its HOTTER haha .:natalia N:. says: hahahasure not? haha. you're fine =] can i ask you sumthing..? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: im fine? lawl .:natalia N:. says: fine as in.. you got the looks too 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: awww ! .:natalia N:. says: haha 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: haha what euu wanna ask ? .:natalia N:. says: afif wat kindda person? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: ermm hes fun , cool , easy going , shyshy andd open minded , i mean really OPEN minded. haha. plus his my cousin ! .:natalia N:. says: hahaha 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: *he's .:natalia N:. says: open minded? awesome..i think.. at least tht's wat we tend to do in class always ahah tok epnly openly* haha' 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lols .:natalia N:. says: is he nice? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: ilove todaee haha .:natalia N:. says: hahah 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: is he nice? .:natalia N:. says: today's great! 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: duhh !!!!! .:natalia N:. says: yep.. ahhaha.. 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: afif siols .:natalia N:. says: he got the innocent look cute ahah my ferst time falling fer a guy younger then me.. can you believe me?? wtf? me? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: hahaa .:natalia N:. says: like someone younger? gosh.. he's lucky 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lols .:natalia N:. says: haha 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: LUCKY ! woaaa ! .:natalia N:. says: ahah 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: big word to use ayee .:natalia N:. says: as in.. he's cute.. and confirm.. alot of gerls wan him DUH! 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: ermm all i can sayy is he fun to be with .:natalia N:. says: to be frank.. i like him since... the day i wan ferget dinie.. but dat time.. i couldn't like him.. coz.. dinie kept on flash2 in my mind.. BLUEK! 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lols .:natalia N:. says: as in b4 sports day 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: eh ayim wish me siols .:natalia N:. says: ahha 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: shock haha .:natalia N:. says: so cool ahhaha you're 16.. huh?? and im like.. way younger haha 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: yeaaa .:natalia N:. says: ahha his b'dae when? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: his who ? *i mean who is he ? .:natalia N:. says: afif s 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: not sure eh .:natalia N:. says: i gip you comment =] 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: at ? .:natalia N:. says: frenster 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lawl never use fwensta anymre siahh bt nehmind thanks later i opeen or i open now then haha .:natalia N:. says: hahah.. same.. but.. your b'dae must put there.. eh.. i wan delete fwenster sia.. suckish onnie haah 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: that the whyee haha .:natalia N:. says: haah and yea.. is it weird fer me to like your couz? just say it.. truthfully.. i'll ferget bout him.. anytime.. you wan me to.. frens ferst =] 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: noo .. i don mindd ler he's my cousin ! lols if he make you happy then im happy .:natalia N:. says: awwww.. 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: x) .:natalia N:. says: so sweet =] you make me cry sia gosh so sweet 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: LAWL ! .:natalia N:. says: =] touching man i'm so gonna post it in my blog 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: HAHA .:natalia N:. says: so.. you done your homework ols? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: e later maybee .:natalia N:. says: yea.. like lazy sey.. but i like so paniking fer MYE AHHHHHHHHHH! 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: hahaha chill .:natalia N:. says: aren't ya afraid? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: er sort of haha .:natalia N:. says: wanna have a study group ? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: anything lor .:natalia N:. says: okie then.. tired man.. i must do hw now.. den.. night i sleep early.. 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: ohh .:natalia N:. says: wake up early watch match 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: im doin it at night .:natalia N:. says: blaaaaa 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: mayb .:natalia N:. says: its so the wrg time fer me to be lazy sia 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lols there still time to buckup .:natalia N:. says: yea.. tht's wat i told myself.. it may have the time.. but is there.. any room fer me.. to buck up.. if i'm use to my laziness shoot 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lolsss .:natalia N:. says: sleepy man hey.. do i act like a guy in school? 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: noooo lols .:natalia N:. says: thx s 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: gtg better take good care of my cousin !!! .:natalia N:. says: haha as if.. lols i wish bye 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: if u hurt him ? i swore i'll hurt u more ! haha .:natalia N:. says: hahah 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: it a treaten haha .:natalia N:. says: i will never its threaten not treaten haha i like him.. 'shahliz sliz / shahlis noh says: lols u get what i meant .:natalia N:. says: more than dinie hah hah yea i do don worry haha i will never wan to hurt him haha i barely noe him Labels: YOU SUCK.. YOU HEARTLESS BASTARD |
Yours truly, |
